Slim refrigerator no freezer
Eating healthy on a cheap budget
2012.12.27 01:26 PabstyLoudmouth Eating healthy on a cheap budget
Eating healthy on a cheap budget
2023.06.02 07:48 UnidentifiedSin 23 [M4F] Mind to be my company?
No duties and got nothing to do today, anyone wanna hangout or chill later today? Been bored lately and I wanna do something relaxing or something new. Kahit errands trip man 'yan, sama ako as long as we agreed to it. Badly wanna destress and unwind e.
about me:
• 8-9/10, they say
• slim/normal body
• 5'10" — 5'11"
• fair skin complexion
• has tattoos
• college student
• clean and vaxxed
• ambivert
• loves anime
• into tech/crypto
• from Manila
about you:
• easy on the eyes
• single
• clean and vaxxed
• can converse sensibly
• can pick u up and take u home via motorcycle hehe
hmu with your intro abt yourself if you're interested.
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about me:
• 8-9/10, they say
• slim/normal body
• 5'10" — 5'11"
• fair skin complexion
• has tattoos
• college student
• clean and vaxxed
• ambivert
• loves anime
• into tech/crypto
• from Manila
about you:
• easy on the eyes
• single
• clean and vaxxed
• can converse sensibly
• can pick u up and take u home via motorcycle hehe
hmu with your intro abt yourself if you're interested.
2023.06.02 07:47 sbgonebroke2 I love seeing happy families and couples in public
Like I had a very confusing childhood, but I will say, I love seeing families being families without any abusive behaviors or anything like that.
Examples:
Sometimes I see people my age and older, or even younger, go through abusive relationships, neglectful situations, and more. And I think "Damn, thank fucking God I'm single. Being single with three vibrators and an obsession with plants and knitting with a hairless cat sounds spectacular compared to the dating scene rn."
So it feels extra blissful seeing what should be more common, and I'm glad that I'm seeing positive healthy role models and people in the street embracing love in a happy and joyous manner.
I want that. Like, someone who will love me whether I'm young and slim and beautiful, or if I gain weight and age noticeably and more, and vice versa. I wanna just have a really nice pleasant love that lasts for decades, a nice family to share, a nice home, cute pleasant experiences like that, and just romance and love in general. I wanna be surrounded by it, I love it. So so much.
I can enjoy my youth and life experiences and live in the now, but it's always nice to picture the kind of love I'll experience when I'm white haired and aging. No matter what, I look forward to it, highly.
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Examples:
- Saw an older couple with their 9 year old kid, where the mother was chuckling as she told the kid how she thought her dad was suuuuch a square when they first met, but by the third date and a few drinks, she saw a WILD side of him and the two had been inseperable ever since. The kid was si giddy.
- Saw a kid flailing WILDLY in public, like... WILDLY. Like, damn, I miss having that much energy! Even as a kid, I probably only had 1/5th of the energy she did, and that was on a GOOD DAY, like at Six Flags or something! And there she was, going CRAZY, but in that fun way where she was just skipping, spinning, and flailing her arms all at once. And what was her dad doing? Asking her questions, like what she'd want to do one day when she grew up, and her favorite pizza toppings, favorite food, favorite ice cream flavor. Really nice things. Not a bit of toxicity or yelling anywhere, he was just embracing his happy energetic child.
- So many adorable chubby cheeked babies!!! So many!!! Never a dull moment when I can wave at a child that's having the time of their life doing whatever and give their parents an I'm-not-judging-your-kid-I'm-extremely-happy-seeing-them-enjoy-life-as-a-child-you're-a-beautiful-family face.
- Saw an old couple that could've been in their 80s kissing. A little quick side walk smooch. So so cute.
Sometimes I see people my age and older, or even younger, go through abusive relationships, neglectful situations, and more. And I think "Damn, thank fucking God I'm single. Being single with three vibrators and an obsession with plants and knitting with a hairless cat sounds spectacular compared to the dating scene rn."
So it feels extra blissful seeing what should be more common, and I'm glad that I'm seeing positive healthy role models and people in the street embracing love in a happy and joyous manner.
I want that. Like, someone who will love me whether I'm young and slim and beautiful, or if I gain weight and age noticeably and more, and vice versa. I wanna just have a really nice pleasant love that lasts for decades, a nice family to share, a nice home, cute pleasant experiences like that, and just romance and love in general. I wanna be surrounded by it, I love it. So so much.
I can enjoy my youth and life experiences and live in the now, but it's always nice to picture the kind of love I'll experience when I'm white haired and aging. No matter what, I look forward to it, highly.
2023.06.02 07:08 Afrogasmonkey Recently completed 2033 redux after a long absence, rather confused by a bugged ending
As title says, got back into the game after years for an achievement cleanup run of the series and beat 2033 on survivor. Ran into a problem though, I’ve seen a few others echo my issue from posts years back but not much of an answer. After the hallucination sequence and killing the dark one I get the radio callout from Ulman that the misses have launched then…nothing. I get booted back to the main menu, no conclusion or cutscene at all.
I read a vague response to someone else asking that this might be some strange discrepancy between the disk copy (what I have, Xbox) and the digital download version, that’s about all I found so far on it.
Understandably I’m rather reluctant to drop extra cash on a game I just finished in the slim hope it restores all of 30 seconds of game content I could look up on YouTube. is anyone else familiar with this problem, maybe knows of a fix?
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I read a vague response to someone else asking that this might be some strange discrepancy between the disk copy (what I have, Xbox) and the digital download version, that’s about all I found so far on it.
Understandably I’m rather reluctant to drop extra cash on a game I just finished in the slim hope it restores all of 30 seconds of game content I could look up on YouTube. is anyone else familiar with this problem, maybe knows of a fix?
2023.06.02 07:05 Ralfop Adjustable Storage Rack Refrigerator Our Guarantee: – Tracking number for every order – Safe payments via Paypal® – 24/7 assistance – No hidden fees! Free Shipping Worldwide: Please allow 2-5 weeks for delivery to the United States, Canada, United Kingdom, Australia, New Zealand and all European
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2023.06.02 07:03 Nahs1l Budget replacement for X1C Gen 6?
My Gen 6 has a broken hinge and now it’s not charging/turning on. I’m thinking it’s time to retire it.
I’m strapped for cash atm so I’m looking for something hopefully manufacturer refurb, or at least from a reputable seller. I’ve read that the T480 or maybe T480s are good?
I don’t need the same slim factor as the X1C, in fact I’d rather have something a bit thicker if it means better keyboard and build quality. Hopefully no more than 4lbs though.
I’d also like to avoid any models known for broken hinges, lol.
For my budget I’m trying to stay under $3-400. Doesn’t need to be a fancy machine, just word processing and internet browsing and media.
Besides a good keyboard I’d really like a halfway decent screen, since I’ll use it to watch stuff.
SSD or SSD compatible is a must. Don’t care about expanding ram past 16gb and don’t care about touchscreen.
Any ideas? Thanks!
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I’m strapped for cash atm so I’m looking for something hopefully manufacturer refurb, or at least from a reputable seller. I’ve read that the T480 or maybe T480s are good?
I don’t need the same slim factor as the X1C, in fact I’d rather have something a bit thicker if it means better keyboard and build quality. Hopefully no more than 4lbs though.
I’d also like to avoid any models known for broken hinges, lol.
For my budget I’m trying to stay under $3-400. Doesn’t need to be a fancy machine, just word processing and internet browsing and media.
Besides a good keyboard I’d really like a halfway decent screen, since I’ll use it to watch stuff.
SSD or SSD compatible is a must. Don’t care about expanding ram past 16gb and don’t care about touchscreen.
Any ideas? Thanks!
2023.06.02 06:54 rosecue 33 [F4M] Afternoon Coffee Meetup/Chikka (MOA) - SFW
If you're bored and you want to exchange life stories, let's meet and have coffee! I would be in MOA for some errands.
About me: -5'5" Morena, slim to normal bmi -Single, Working Professional -Very bubbly and talkative -Cute; Confident with how I look for my age (if that matters). Hehe. -I can engage in conversations ranging from light to more meaningful (or even random out-of-this-world) topics.
About you: -Between 32 to 35 y/o -Single with no kids -Working professional and NON SMOKER -5'8" or up in height pls -normal to fit bmi -hygienic and mabango! Plus points if good and neat looking! -kind, smart, talkative and fun to be with din
Note: -KKB on the bill -SFW. Again, SFW, wag makulit!
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About me: -5'5" Morena, slim to normal bmi -Single, Working Professional -Very bubbly and talkative -Cute; Confident with how I look for my age (if that matters). Hehe. -I can engage in conversations ranging from light to more meaningful (or even random out-of-this-world) topics.
About you: -Between 32 to 35 y/o -Single with no kids -Working professional and NON SMOKER -5'8" or up in height pls -normal to fit bmi -hygienic and mabango! Plus points if good and neat looking! -kind, smart, talkative and fun to be with din
Note: -KKB on the bill -SFW. Again, SFW, wag makulit!
2023.06.02 06:38 Distinct-Break7173 Ghetto bitch…
This hoe gone always be poor because her mindset is poor.
She’s like the welfare queens in the hood when they get a little money from the government.
Hair, nails, food… all for herself but the kids are struggling in every aspect.
Liyah probably need pads, new bras, definitely some shampoo and conditioner…
SMH…
Kids hair not cut or done.
REFRIGERATOR EMPTY!
There’s no telling when the last time they had baths.
Clothes probably piled up and instead of going to the laundromat or the Dollar Tree to get what they need… this bitch at the nail salon getting a fill on those big nigga hands.
I bet that hoe can catch fish out of a river with her bare hands.
The nail shop was an unnecessary trip when you sat yo raggedy rotten mouth ass on the internet yesterday and was begging those dumb ass followers of yours for money for Lana’s bad ass birthday WHO DIDN’T DESERVE IT!
God know not to put Nika in a position where a whole lot of money is involved because she’s gonna blow straight through it.
There is nothing wrong with treating yourself but your household and kids ALWAYS come first.
Dirty wide foot bitch.
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She’s like the welfare queens in the hood when they get a little money from the government.
Hair, nails, food… all for herself but the kids are struggling in every aspect.
Liyah probably need pads, new bras, definitely some shampoo and conditioner…
SMH…
Kids hair not cut or done.
REFRIGERATOR EMPTY!
There’s no telling when the last time they had baths.
Clothes probably piled up and instead of going to the laundromat or the Dollar Tree to get what they need… this bitch at the nail salon getting a fill on those big nigga hands.
I bet that hoe can catch fish out of a river with her bare hands.
The nail shop was an unnecessary trip when you sat yo raggedy rotten mouth ass on the internet yesterday and was begging those dumb ass followers of yours for money for Lana’s bad ass birthday WHO DIDN’T DESERVE IT!
God know not to put Nika in a position where a whole lot of money is involved because she’s gonna blow straight through it.
There is nothing wrong with treating yourself but your household and kids ALWAYS come first.
Dirty wide foot bitch.
2023.06.02 06:35 mosinnagant_enjoyer 23 [M4F] Let's see where it goes?
So I'm tired of my constant cycle of sleep, eat, practice, play etc and I'm looking for a possible online constant (but we can meet up after some time if we viiiibe).
Basics about me: * about 5'7 in height * decent physique, I used to participate in martial arts and I'm back to fixing my body in the gym * decent conversationalist, I have, a decent array of knowledge under my noggin * you'll be the judge when it comes to my looks, 7/10 according to some discord peeps tho * currently under therapy but I'll be fine with ya * resides in both Elyu and Baguio City
More details: * currently a college student in Baguio City (the blue school), engineering to be exact * used to be a heavy anime fan but currently I'm not so updated with the new ones, we can watch them together tho * gaming enthusiast, very flexible in the gaming genre (pc mainly) so if you also play then that's a + * kakampiinkk * we can talk about more in chat!
You (hopefully): * no height req :> taller or smoller iz fine * 19-25 years of age (nego) * petite-slim figure (just a pref, standard BMI is fine but am sorry I'm not open to + size) * maybe matches with my hobbies and deets above?
hmu! my other social deets will be on my profile
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Basics about me: * about 5'7 in height * decent physique, I used to participate in martial arts and I'm back to fixing my body in the gym * decent conversationalist, I have, a decent array of knowledge under my noggin * you'll be the judge when it comes to my looks, 7/10 according to some discord peeps tho * currently under therapy but I'll be fine with ya * resides in both Elyu and Baguio City
More details: * currently a college student in Baguio City (the blue school), engineering to be exact * used to be a heavy anime fan but currently I'm not so updated with the new ones, we can watch them together tho * gaming enthusiast, very flexible in the gaming genre (pc mainly) so if you also play then that's a + * kakampiinkk * we can talk about more in chat!
You (hopefully): * no height req :> taller or smoller iz fine * 19-25 years of age (nego) * petite-slim figure (just a pref, standard BMI is fine but am sorry I'm not open to + size) * maybe matches with my hobbies and deets above?
hmu! my other social deets will be on my profile
2023.06.02 06:31 Silenced_Ed [USA-TX][H]2016-2019 Retired Intel Broadwell Desktop Gaming Parts[W]PayPal
Hello everyone,
This is the biggest comeback since my last post on hardwareswap two weeks ago! I'm going big this time. I'm giving y'all the chance to buy the recently decommissioned 2016 gaming build with nearly 7-year-old and 6-year-old parts including AMD RX Vega 56 and RX 6800 graphics cards that have done me well in gaming and productivity since 2016.
All parts except one are shipped/insured to the USA ONLY by USPS or UPS depending on the package size. For anything bigger like a PC case, it will be shipped in the original packaging and will be reinforced with additional packing materials.
When it comes to pricing, I believe that they are fair and cheaper than fair market value. Please understand that shipping is expensive nowadays and it's difficult to ship a big item like the PC case cheaply as possible depending on the mileage. I'm all ears for the bundle or combo offers. No lowball offers, please! Thank you for the reading and good luck on your treasure hunt!
Select each part to see the photos of the items and my timestamp signature in the first column of the table.
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This is the biggest comeback since my last post on hardwareswap two weeks ago! I'm going big this time. I'm giving y'all the chance to buy the recently decommissioned 2016 gaming build with nearly 7-year-old and 6-year-old parts including AMD RX Vega 56 and RX 6800 graphics cards that have done me well in gaming and productivity since 2016.
All parts except one are shipped/insured to the USA ONLY by USPS or UPS depending on the package size. For anything bigger like a PC case, it will be shipped in the original packaging and will be reinforced with additional packing materials.
When it comes to pricing, I believe that they are fair and cheaper than fair market value. Please understand that shipping is expensive nowadays and it's difficult to ship a big item like the PC case cheaply as possible depending on the mileage. I'm all ears for the bundle or combo offers. No lowball offers, please! Thank you for the reading and good luck on your treasure hunt!
Select each part to see the photos of the items and my timestamp signature in the first column of the table.
| Part | Item(s) | Price | Note |
|---|---|---|---|
| LGA 1150 Intel Z97 Motherboard | ASRock Fatal1yt Z97X Killer and Samsung EVO 850 250GB M.2 SSD w/ fully-cleaned Windows 10 Pro install (incl. OEM I/O shield, 4x SATA 3.0 cables (black), ASRock HDD Saver power cable, Multigpu Molex power, and driver CD/instructions) | $60 | Flashed with a modded BIOS to enable the hidden 'above 4G decoding' which enables AMD/NVIDIA's Resizable-BAR and Smart Access Memory support. |
| LGA 1150 Intel CPU | Broadwell Intel Core i5-5675C Desktop Processor (Unlocked) | $50 | Delidded/Resealed with Thermal Grizzly Liquid Conductonaut by defunct Silicon Lottery |
| AMD GCN 5.0 GPU | Sapphire Pulse Radeon RX Vega 56 8GB HBM2 | $85 | Repasted/Reseated with Thermal Grizzly Kyronaut |
| AMD RDNA2 GPU | Sapphire Pulse Radeon RX 6800 16GB GDDR6 | $370 | Repasted/Replaced with Thermal Grizzly Kyronaut and Aairhut Thermal Pad 13W/mk |
| 16GB DDR3 Dual Channel Kit | 2x Corsair Vengeance Pro DDR3-2400MHz CMY16GX3M2A2400C11R (2x8GB/Dual-sided) | $30/each | |
| 16GB DDR3 Quad Channel Kit | G.SKILL Trident X DDR3-2400MHz F3-2400C10Q-16GTX (4x4GB/Single-Sided) | $40 | The 2400MHz speed and timings bring the latency down to the id-50s. ASRock Fatal1yt Z97 loves this kit and runs 100% stable! |
| Network Card | ASUS PCE-AC88 Dual-Band AC3100 Wireless PCI-E Adapter (incl. a four-antenna stand, slim PCI slot bracket, and driver CD/instructions) | $30 | |
| 3.5" HDD 7200rpm | Western Digital Blue 1TB WD10EZEX | $10 | |
| AIO CPU Liquid Cooler | Corsair Hydro Series H80i V2 High Performance | $25 | 8 years old; out of warranty. Still adequate for a 65W CPU. Four screw holes may be widened or stripped partially due to past installation. Several cosmetic damages on all screw holes |
| Power Supply | EVGA SuperNova 650W G3 | $35 | Only takes motherboard with 4 or 8 pins EPS CPU connector |
| ATX Case | Be quiet! Pure Base 600 (incl. 3x Noiseblocker Multiframe M12-3 Low Fan Noise 1800rpm and fan gaskets, 2x fan logo stickers, 2x RGB led light strips and press/push button controller, 1x CD mounting bracket, 3x HDD cages, 5x HDD covers, brass standoffs, and screws) | $50 + shipping | A holder clip on the lower right corner of the front panel was broken off and replaced with a small patch of heavy-duty Velcro tape. Black electrical tape holds two mesh CD vent covers together, so you can replace them with OEM CD front covers. |
| Case Fan #1 | 4x Noiseblocker Multiframe M12-2 Low Noise Fan 1250rpm (incl. rubber gasket, logo sticker, and screws) | $6/each | Like-new; used for the brief time |
| Case Fan #2 | 1x Noiseblocker M12-PS PWM Quiet Fan 1500rpm (incl. rubber gasket) | $7 | |
| Case Fan #3 - Same link shown above | 1x Noiseblocker Multiframe M12-P PWM Quiet Fan 2000rpm (incl. rubber gasket) | $8 | |
| Case Fan #4 | 2x Noctua NF-S12A FLX | $10/each | |
| Case Fan #5 | 2x Noctua NF-F12 PWM | $10/each |
2023.06.02 06:04 jms209 [USA-CA] [H] Xbox 360 console, PS3, Xbox, and 360 games [W] Paypal
PS3,Xbox, and Xbox 360 games.
Pricing games, so you get better idea on prices.
Rather bundle games to save on shipping. Open to offers.
Timestamps for everything: https://bashify.io/images/2HDNXy
Xbox 360 Slim Matte Black and 16x xbox/360 games.
Xbox works fine, but is missing controller and hard drive cover.
Timestamps: https://postimg.cc/0MDrNJtK
Dead Space, FEAR, and The Darkness xbox 360 bundle.
Want $100 shipped for the lot.
Timestamps:https://postimg.cc/y3TdmCCV
Xbox/360 game lot.
Timestamps:https://postimg.cc/Z0PCtpB1
6 PS3 games:
Timestamps:https://postimg.cc/hQnvQPwy
One Piece PS3/PS4 games:
Timestamps: https://bashify.io/images/czqxVh
$140 shipped for all the PS3 games.
Will ship via usps. US only.
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Pricing games, so you get better idea on prices.
Rather bundle games to save on shipping. Open to offers.
Timestamps for everything: https://bashify.io/images/2HDNXy
Xbox 360 Slim Matte Black and 16x xbox/360 games.
Xbox works fine, but is missing controller and hard drive cover.
Xbox 360 Slim Matte Black 4GB OEM Power Adapter 16x games, listed below.Want $200 shipped for the xbox and the 16 games.
Timestamps: https://postimg.cc/0MDrNJtK
Dead Space, FEAR, and The Darkness xbox 360 bundle.
FEAR 1 - No manual -$20 FEAR 2 - No Manual - $10 FEAR 3 - CIB -$15 Dead Space - CIB -$10 Dead Space 2 - CIB -$10 Dead Space 3 - No manual? not sure -$10 The Darkness (CIB) - $15 The Darkness 2 (CIB) with poster - $10All games tested to work on my 360 console.
Want $100 shipped for the lot.
Timestamps:https://postimg.cc/y3TdmCCV
Xbox/360 game lot.
WWF RAW - No manual $10 WWF RAW 2 - CIB - $20 Legends of Wrestling - No Manual -$10 Legends of Wrestling 2 - CIB -$10 Halo Combat Evolved - No Manual -$10 Halo 3 - No manual -$5 Battlefield Bad Company 2 CIB -$5 Dishonered - CIB - $5Want $55 shipped for this lot.
Timestamps:https://postimg.cc/Z0PCtpB1
6 PS3 games:
007 Bloodstone - CIB $20 Hitman - CIB -$5 Grand Theft Auto IV - No Manual -$5 Untold Legends: Dark Kingdom - $5 loose Haze - $5 loose Heavenly Sword - $5 looseWant $45 shipped for the 6 games.
Timestamps:https://postimg.cc/hQnvQPwy
One Piece PS3/PS4 games:
One Piece Pirate Warriors 1 - CIB (damaged case) - $30 One Piece Pirate Warriors 2 - CIB - $70 One Piece Pirate Warriors 4 - CIB - $20Want $115 shipped.
Timestamps: https://bashify.io/images/czqxVh
$140 shipped for all the PS3 games.
Will ship via usps. US only.
2023.06.02 06:01 DropWatcher New Friday Day: June 2nd, 2023
LPs
- Metro Boomin - ACROSS THE SPIDER-VERSE OST (w Future, 21 Savage, Travis Scott, Lil Wayne, Chris Brown, Don Toliver, Nas, 2 Chainz, A$AP Rocky, WizKid, A Boogie Wit Da Hoodie, Offset, BEAM, Lil Uzi Vert, Swae Lee, James Blake, JID + more) [Soundtrack]
- Moneybagg Yo - Hard 2 Love [Memphis Trap, CMG]
- Toosii - Naujour (w Future, 21 Savage & Khalid) [R&B, Capitol]
- Ashnikko - WEEDKILLER (w Ethel Cain)[Pop Rap, Parlophone]
- Jelly Roll - Whitsitt Chapel (w Yelawolf, Struggle Jennings + more) [Country Rap, Broken Bow]
- BOJ (🇳🇬) - Gbagada Express Vol. 2: Moving Mad (w Knucks, Arya Starr, Tay Iwar + more) [Afrobeats]
- Futuristic - We Made It
- HAŁASTRA - Kombinatoryka [Polish Rap]
- DJ Smokey - Nuked Out Dance Party (w RXK Nephew, Rx Papi, Evilgiane, David Shawty + more) [Cloud Rap]
- Cisco Swank - More Better
- RealYungPhil - Victory Music (w Gud + more) [Plugg]
- BOA Hunxho - Behind Enemy Lines (w Lil Darius + more) [Trap]
- CJ Fly - HEALING FROM OUR WOUNDS (w Topaz Jones, T'nah, Millyz + more) [Blog Rap, Beast Coast]
- Speakers Corner Quartet (🏴) - Further Out Than The Edge (w Sampha, Confucius MC, Kae Tempest + more) [Electronic, OTIH]
- Factor Chandelier - Moving Like a Planet (w AJ Suede, Eligh + more) [Producer Album, Fake Four]
- YSR Gramz & Enrgy Beats - So Much Enrgy (w BabyTron, RMC Mike, KrispyLife Kidd & Baglife Tree) [Michigan Trap]
- McKinley Dixon - Beloved! Paradise! Jazz!? (w Ghais Guevera, Anjimile + more) [Hip Hop, City Slang]
- Keyze AriZona - i wonder! IS GOD REAL? (w Lord Apex, MARCO PLUS + more) [Christian Rap?]
- Blak Madeen – Rhyme Dawah: The Best Of 2005-2018 (w Tragedy Khadafi, Planet Asia, Lord Jamar, Gift of Gab + more) [Boom Bap]
- SD - Day to Day [Chicago Drill]
- Jamil Honesty & Krazyfingaz - The God's Honest Truth* (w Elzhi + more) [Boom Bap]
- Kelly Moonstone - I Digress... [Indie Rap]
Deluxe
- V Don & Eto - Omertá: The Film [Griselda-core, Serious Soundz/New Crack Era]
EPs
- Fivio Foreign - Without Warning* (w Kanye West) [NY Drill]
- Ugly God & EH Beats - Two Piece* [Meme Rap]
- Na-Kel Smith - Free Pops Fr [Cloud Rap, OF Affiliate]
- Eddie Fresco - BRING IT BACK!: THE PLAYLIST
- MC Bin Laden - Descontrollado [Baile Funk, GR6]
- Sickboyrari - Born in a Warzone [Cloud Rap]
- Young Roddy & Trademark da Skydiver - The Coterie [Weed Rap]
- quinn - Interstate185 [Digicore]
- Yung Bambi - Bexar County Club [Plugg]
- KP SKYWALKA - The Preacher [Cloud Rap]
- Dark Lo - Blood in My Eye [Griselda-core, Next]
- Zoomo - Riezu [Beat Tape, RRR]
- GeneralBackPain & Ecto-84 - Caldera* [Underground Rap]
- Filthy Heir - Not All Who Wander Are Lost* [Underground Rap, NJ]
Singles
- The Weeknd - Popular (feat. Playboi Carti & Madonna)
- Latto - Put It On The Floor (Remix) [feat. Cardi B]
- Baby Keem & Kendrick Lamar - The Hillbillies*
- Shafiq Husayn - Crush You (feat. Anderson .Paak)
- Jon Baptiste - Be Who You Are (Real Magic) [feat. JID, NewJeans & Camilo)
- Machine Gun Kelly - Pressure (feat. SlimXX)
- PGF Nuk - Bounce (feat. G Herbo)
- LUCKI & Bhristo - NO BAP
- Trapland Pat - Spoof (feat. Tee Grizzley)
- ASM Bopster - Choose Up (feat. 03 Greedo)
- Dody6 - Not Average (Remix) [feat. ASM Bopster]
- Zya & DRAM - Conflicted
- Kenny Mason - DRACULA
- Domo Genesis & Graymatter - Proceed / Change My Mind
- Baby Smoove - Slim Shady
- Sentheen - Golden Rose (feat. Matt Hartke & Dom Kennedy)
- Nowahh The Flood - Akbar Pray Day (feat. Mach-Hommy & D-Styles)
- Teni - No Days Off (Remix) [feat. PsychoYP]
- Rah Dolla - Switches (feat. Rowdy Rebel)
- UnoTheActivist - Comfy
- DJ Williams - Soldier of Love (feat. DJ Harrison & Kanika Moore)
- Big Yavo - Pape
- YGTUT - IDFW Them
- CJGana - Thru The Rain (feat. Acito)
- Nappyhigh - WhatItFeelsLike (feat. Your Old Droog & Blu)
- Peso Peso - Still Slidin' (feat. Dee Mula & DracBaby) / Options
- LaRussell & UglyMarco - OH DEAR
- Def Soulja - Green Light (feat. Jae Skeese)
- EBK Jaaybo - Kasino Mode
- Lil Migo - U Played Freestyle
- T.F. & 2 Eleven - Pill Form (feat. Rome Streetz)
- DooDat600, 1100 Himself & PayQTheLoot - Coach Carter*
- Dimzy - People
- J.Wood$ - Go Getter (feat. Big Sad 1900)
- Fly Anakin & Foisey - Things Change (feat. Demae)
- Fatpocket - Shaq & Kobe (feat. Wizz Havin)
- Curtybo - Craig and Dae Dae (feat. EBK Bckdoe)
- SUN97.5 - CANT GET IN (feat. POLO PERKS <3<3<3)
- TC4 - Hall Of Fame (feat. Pacman Da Gunman)
- RXKNephew - Doir Socks / Homeless since 2 Yrs Old* / Critical (Cyberspeed Mix) / My Daughter Got Amiri On
- Poloboy NuNu - 4 Boy
- Deetranada - EASY / NEVER RESTING
- JAHMED - 777
- HUGHIE (aka Mr Muthafuckin Exquire) - Namaste
- Esham - Bro!
- Bolo - Homicidal (feat. P Thrizzle & Javn2900)
- Mez - Fire In the Booth
- Sparkheem - Membershipp (feat. CruddyMurda)
- D4NNY - Goodbye 2
- RubberBandRalph - Why You Mad*
- A.P. Da Overlord & TekBeatz - Negro Theory*
Songs in bold came out at midnight
* means not on Apple Music or Spotify
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2023.06.02 06:00 AnimatorMean3854 A/C Mini Split Advice/Troubleshooting?
 | Fired up the ol’ unit for the first time today. Cool air turning to warm air and ice accumulation after a few minutes. Cleaned filers - any other tips? submitted by AnimatorMean3854 to hvacadvice [link] [comments] |
2023.06.02 05:44 KieDaPie Please help me meal plan for the week 🙏
Please help me meal plan for the week 🙏
I'm new to meal planning and I'm trying to meal plan for me and my boyfriend. Typically when I cook, I get tired after making one dish and don't feel like cooking for a couple of days. I've never made enough for a week before and I don't understand the proportions of ingredients I need for that. I also don't understand food safety well so I'm often concerned that my food has gone bad in the freezer or after thawing. And half the time I just don't feel like eating what I make.
What do I do, what do I make, and how do I do it? Ideally, I'd like to not think about food or cook throughout the week and just powerhouse cook with my bf on the weekend. I'm vegetarian but my bf is not. So while I'd mostly appreciate no meat options, if there's one that's really your go to, lmk. Thank you!
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I'm new to meal planning and I'm trying to meal plan for me and my boyfriend. Typically when I cook, I get tired after making one dish and don't feel like cooking for a couple of days. I've never made enough for a week before and I don't understand the proportions of ingredients I need for that. I also don't understand food safety well so I'm often concerned that my food has gone bad in the freezer or after thawing. And half the time I just don't feel like eating what I make.
What do I do, what do I make, and how do I do it? Ideally, I'd like to not think about food or cook throughout the week and just powerhouse cook with my bf on the weekend. I'm vegetarian but my bf is not. So while I'd mostly appreciate no meat options, if there's one that's really your go to, lmk. Thank you!
2023.06.02 05:36 Life-Suggestion8561 I don't like Daily Dose of Internet because he makes stupid claims sometimes
He likes to say things that are wildly misleading, such as:
1) Parasite eggs in sushi being able to survive in a freezer, tested by 'scientists' (tested by some random people in a normal freezer, not a flash freezer as per industry standard)
2) Described a plane tech making a temporary repair on a wing with aluminum duct tape as 'being caught using duct tape on a wing'
3) On a clip of someone with Reynauds Syndrome, claimed that it is caused by vibrations of an electric razor and that it was common among barbers, and also didn't mention Reynaud's Syndrome (????, literally made it up for no reason) 4) On two separate occasions, claimed that a dentist used too much anesthesia, causing half a woman's face to go numb. (this is a normal symptom of anesthesia, and in fact the same thing happened to me both times I had a tooth removed without full body anesthetic)
etc.
There are more that I don't remember, but these kinds of things piss me off, especially since he has absolutely no reason to make any of these claims, and he always makes them with completely confident language.
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1) Parasite eggs in sushi being able to survive in a freezer, tested by 'scientists' (tested by some random people in a normal freezer, not a flash freezer as per industry standard)
2) Described a plane tech making a temporary repair on a wing with aluminum duct tape as 'being caught using duct tape on a wing'
3) On a clip of someone with Reynauds Syndrome, claimed that it is caused by vibrations of an electric razor and that it was common among barbers, and also didn't mention Reynaud's Syndrome (????, literally made it up for no reason) 4) On two separate occasions, claimed that a dentist used too much anesthesia, causing half a woman's face to go numb. (this is a normal symptom of anesthesia, and in fact the same thing happened to me both times I had a tooth removed without full body anesthetic)
etc.
There are more that I don't remember, but these kinds of things piss me off, especially since he has absolutely no reason to make any of these claims, and he always makes them with completely confident language.
2023.06.02 05:31 oh_great_heavens97 school is messed up
like everyone’s always freaking out about who likes who, who’s cute who’s not, what so-and-so said about their best friend behind their back. it’s fucking exhausting. people are so toxic, and if you don’t have a ‘group’ you’re weird. and if you’re labeled as weird the only group that’s willing to talk to you are a bunch of immature kids who still don’t know how to shower right. and on top of that, with snapchat and tiktok there’s these unrealistic beauty standards. every morning you gotta put on a shit ton of makeup. you gotta be slim but if you don’t eat people think you’re being attention seeking or strange. you have to be on top of fashion trends, you have to be rich, you have to have lots of friends, you have to be pretty, you have to have good grades but always be hanging out w friends-no studying or nerdy-ness allowed. you have to conceal your losses and exaggerate your gains. perfection is required at all times in all circumstances, and god forbid you decide not to wear makeup one day or throw on a less than trendy outfit, because you will be made fun of. the whole thing is so exhausting and so unnecessary. school feels like a waste of time but we all showed up (for the most part) so why can’t we do what we’re there to do and make the drama queens and gossips do their thing on their own time? school really sucks so much. i hate every aspect of myself because i can’t live up to these perfect white girls that have everything together while i struggle to find the will to live. i barely know who i am anymore. i’ve spent so much time putting on a facade, pretending to be someone i’m not just so i have a better shot at making friends. and so far the only ‘friends’ i have are just assholes that only like me for my looks. they say horrible and incredibly sexual things about girls behind their backs and i go along with it for fear that if i don’t they’ll abandon me. they wouldn’t care if i disappeared. i’m tired of the stress, the fake people, the expectations, the unfairness. i know school doesn’t last forever but it’s hell right now.
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2023.06.02 05:27 ThrowRA942629 My (F29) bf (M25) says he doesn't get jealous because no other man would want me.
I've been dating my boyfriend for 5 months now, and he has a very blunt personality. We live in Korea for context, he is Korean and I am not. Most Korean women are slim and petite. I am short, stocky, and recently, because of a hormonal imbalance, I've gained a lot of weight. I gained the weight before I met him. I am now on a realistic meal plan, designed by a dietitian, with my hormone issue kept in mind. As well as this, I go to a boxing gym 3 x a week, and walking 40 minutes every day.
Today, my boxing trainer posted a video of me on Instagram doing the training and the caption was "she is growing in strength every day. She is beautiful and after her diet she will be the most beautiful." I showed my bf, just because I felt like a badass doing the boxing training (I am not sporty or well coordinated at all), and he laughed and said it's a marketing tactic. I agreed with that. Then, suddenly, he said "I see your inside that's why I'm with you, not because of your outside, but I am not worried about anyone stealing you because no other man will ever just see your inside and not the way you look on the outside".
This statement hurt me a lot, because, while I am overweight, I don't think I am necessarily unattractive. I take pride in my clothing, my hair, my make up, and always try to present myself as best I can. Before I met him, I also went on plenty of dates.
I guess I want to know what would you do in this situation? This isn't the first time he has made comments about my body. His nickname for me is the Korean word for "fatty" but it never bothered me much until he said what he said. My self-esteem is on the ground.
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Today, my boxing trainer posted a video of me on Instagram doing the training and the caption was "she is growing in strength every day. She is beautiful and after her diet she will be the most beautiful." I showed my bf, just because I felt like a badass doing the boxing training (I am not sporty or well coordinated at all), and he laughed and said it's a marketing tactic. I agreed with that. Then, suddenly, he said "I see your inside that's why I'm with you, not because of your outside, but I am not worried about anyone stealing you because no other man will ever just see your inside and not the way you look on the outside".
This statement hurt me a lot, because, while I am overweight, I don't think I am necessarily unattractive. I take pride in my clothing, my hair, my make up, and always try to present myself as best I can. Before I met him, I also went on plenty of dates.
I guess I want to know what would you do in this situation? This isn't the first time he has made comments about my body. His nickname for me is the Korean word for "fatty" but it never bothered me much until he said what he said. My self-esteem is on the ground.
2023.06.02 05:24 Gnomarlon Why are most online Australian clothing 'brands' so bland?
So often you'll see the same basic silhouettes (boxy, relaxed or slim) with the same blend of materials manufactured with low quality. The defining feature is a printed (embroidered is a premium extra) logo placed on the left (or possibly right) side of the chest. Black & white colour ways are a must.
The only changes they have from 'collection to collection' are how big the font is, where the logo is placed and additional colours. It's so painfully boring to see.
There is no ethos. There is no inspiration. There is no creative process. There is no innovative use of technology or material of the clothing. It's lazy and it's just logos on plain basics.
I'm talking brands like:
Are there any brands have I've missed?
I'm eager to understand what makes this so appealing to purchase. I can't wait to see the next up and coming Australian brand with a four letter logo printed on a t-shirt and calling itself a brand. Or with Japanese Kanji.
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The only changes they have from 'collection to collection' are how big the font is, where the logo is placed and additional colours. It's so painfully boring to see.
There is no ethos. There is no inspiration. There is no creative process. There is no innovative use of technology or material of the clothing. It's lazy and it's just logos on plain basics.
I'm talking brands like:
Are there any brands have I've missed?
I'm eager to understand what makes this so appealing to purchase. I can't wait to see the next up and coming Australian brand with a four letter logo printed on a t-shirt and calling itself a brand. Or with Japanese Kanji.
2023.06.02 04:57 LiteratureNo5038 Assistance for an athlete, student, and family
My wife and I are sick of cooking daily and want to do meal prep. I'm a competing athlete (season for my sport is currently off but I still like exercising) as well as a university student. My wife is also a university student and we have a younger kid. Our kid is not picky and eats everything no issue. Trying to find meal prep that will be as close to the following as possible. -Budget friendly. I have $150/month that I can use on food. -Freezer friendly. Freezer space is not an issue. I have a freezer also where I train that can hold several meals. -Can last at least two weeks frozen. -Good for athletes. Have to stay in shape as much as possible and we just really don't like junk food. -Quick prep. With university, kid, and training it doesn't leave a ton of time. Slow cooker or instapot meals also work so we can start them and then go do homework and pack them when done.
I already have a good spice collection and some glass divided meal prep containers. Hoping to get a couple dozen recipe suggestions at least so we can cycle through things. I'm ok with eating almost identical meals every meal but it would be ideal to not have to for my wife and kid. I am also planning on shopping this weekend to get whatever I need to do this.
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I already have a good spice collection and some glass divided meal prep containers. Hoping to get a couple dozen recipe suggestions at least so we can cycle through things. I'm ok with eating almost identical meals every meal but it would be ideal to not have to for my wife and kid. I am also planning on shopping this weekend to get whatever I need to do this.
2023.06.02 04:42 Particular-Regular96 All Lowes are not created equal.
I walked into the Charlottesville Lowes today, unaware that I was entering a theater of the absurd. They have a kegerator prominently displayed at the entrance, replete with a tap handle, almost as if it is ready to pour golden liquid goodness, and it is on sale! How could I resist?
I looked around in search of the box containing a version I could purchase. Failing to find one, I searched the appliance section. I also had an eye out for anyone with a blue vest who might be able to help me. No such luck.
I ventured to the cash registers, which are now largely the domain of self checkout machines, where I found several lengthy and disjointed lines of tired customers, laden with all manner of home improvement flotsam, including lumber, various flora, and caulk. Lots of caulk.
There were two, count 'em, TWO young associates charged with watching the customers check themselves out. At the grocery store, this position is usually designed to check ID's for alcohol purchases and, presumably, enforcement of the $.05 plastic bag tax. I am not sure what these folks were doing other than dodging 2x4's wielded by Harry Homeowner on his way to add a bar to the deck that he built over COVID.
I approached the first one and he seemed to welcome the option to leave his post when I asked how to buy a kegerator, but then he hastily reconsidered. "Uh, she may need me." "She" was on her phone, looking as if there was an instachat post in need of remediation. They quickly powwowed and the young lady left her post, presumably having dealt with the social media emergency, and tried a landline call. Apparently it was to no avail because she exhaled exasperatedly.
Aa we walked back toward APPLIANCES she confided in me that they never answer their phone. I smiled and nodded, hoping she would appreciate the kinship we were cultivating. "You guys are busy, huh?"
"Nah, it is always like this."
We found the consummate curmudgeon waiting with something less than a welcoming expression on his face, leaning on a $5000 steel refrigerator with a digital screen. My new friend said, "This dude wants to buy that weird looking mini-fridge up fr..."
He cut her off.
"Can't you see I am with a customer?"
I looked around. There was a middle-aged couple taking a cursory look at a vertical washedryer combo. I think it was a date. I bet they had plans to hit Chick-Fil-A later.
"You should have called first anyway."
My chaperone retorted with, "I did! You ain't gotta get an attitude in front of a customer." They both looked at me as if I might have a resolution. I shrugged. The couple wandered off.
She looked at me and said, "Customer service can probly order it for you." She pointed back to the front.
I found a line even less orderly than the version connected to the self checkout line and the denizens were even less happy. As I listened to a woman complain about how her grill had arrived without being assembled, I did my own online search for my kegerator. Sure enough, Lowes is promoting that sucker. I was just about to enter my credit card information and have the identical device shipped to my house when I found my way to the front of the line.
The first attendant asked if my grill had arrived assembled. His boss with a stately assistant manager name tag said, "Nooo, he wants the kegerator, but we don't have any."
I pointed to the kegerator.
He said, "You can't have that one, we need it on the floor to show people what we have."
"But...you do not have any?"
"No, we are going to get some in, I think."
"So you have a floor model, but no actual kegerators for sale?"
"I can get one delivered to your house."
'Oh, cool," I said. Maybe this would work out after all. "When can it arrive? It is a gift."
He stared for some time at his personal communication device, which looks strikingly like a cross between a large cell phone and a Star Trek phaser.
"I don't know."
I had been the quintessence of calm and friendly up to this point, but I was starting to think that I was the target of an elaborate practical joke. I moderated my voice before speaking.
"So, you have a floor model situated to be the very first product that anyone sees when they walk in the door, but you do not actually have the item in the store, you will not sell me the one you have, and you do not know when you can order it?"
He looked incredibly satisfied that I had accurately surmised the situation. "That's it."
I looked at the lady whose grill was still sitting in her yard, presumably waiting to be assembled. She was on the verge of either tears or insane laughter.
I was about to point out the lunacy inherent in the notion that I was about to hit "purchase" on my phone and have it delivered to my house when he said, "Oh!"
It was a revelatory moment.
"You can go to Ruckersville. It says they have three." He gestured at his phaser as if to say that it MUST be true.
I departed for my car without another word.
Within 5 minutes of entering the Greene County Lowes, I had a kegerator paid for on a dolly headed toward my car. They had a floor model AND boxes containing the item nearby, not to mention friendly, helpful people to lead the way.
Leadership matters. Kindness matters. Communication REALLY matters. And this beer I am drinking out of a can because I still need to buy a keg...it is life itself.
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I looked around in search of the box containing a version I could purchase. Failing to find one, I searched the appliance section. I also had an eye out for anyone with a blue vest who might be able to help me. No such luck.
I ventured to the cash registers, which are now largely the domain of self checkout machines, where I found several lengthy and disjointed lines of tired customers, laden with all manner of home improvement flotsam, including lumber, various flora, and caulk. Lots of caulk.
There were two, count 'em, TWO young associates charged with watching the customers check themselves out. At the grocery store, this position is usually designed to check ID's for alcohol purchases and, presumably, enforcement of the $.05 plastic bag tax. I am not sure what these folks were doing other than dodging 2x4's wielded by Harry Homeowner on his way to add a bar to the deck that he built over COVID.
I approached the first one and he seemed to welcome the option to leave his post when I asked how to buy a kegerator, but then he hastily reconsidered. "Uh, she may need me." "She" was on her phone, looking as if there was an instachat post in need of remediation. They quickly powwowed and the young lady left her post, presumably having dealt with the social media emergency, and tried a landline call. Apparently it was to no avail because she exhaled exasperatedly.
Aa we walked back toward APPLIANCES she confided in me that they never answer their phone. I smiled and nodded, hoping she would appreciate the kinship we were cultivating. "You guys are busy, huh?"
"Nah, it is always like this."
We found the consummate curmudgeon waiting with something less than a welcoming expression on his face, leaning on a $5000 steel refrigerator with a digital screen. My new friend said, "This dude wants to buy that weird looking mini-fridge up fr..."
He cut her off.
"Can't you see I am with a customer?"
I looked around. There was a middle-aged couple taking a cursory look at a vertical washedryer combo. I think it was a date. I bet they had plans to hit Chick-Fil-A later.
"You should have called first anyway."
My chaperone retorted with, "I did! You ain't gotta get an attitude in front of a customer." They both looked at me as if I might have a resolution. I shrugged. The couple wandered off.
She looked at me and said, "Customer service can probly order it for you." She pointed back to the front.
I found a line even less orderly than the version connected to the self checkout line and the denizens were even less happy. As I listened to a woman complain about how her grill had arrived without being assembled, I did my own online search for my kegerator. Sure enough, Lowes is promoting that sucker. I was just about to enter my credit card information and have the identical device shipped to my house when I found my way to the front of the line.
The first attendant asked if my grill had arrived assembled. His boss with a stately assistant manager name tag said, "Nooo, he wants the kegerator, but we don't have any."
I pointed to the kegerator.
He said, "You can't have that one, we need it on the floor to show people what we have."
"But...you do not have any?"
"No, we are going to get some in, I think."
"So you have a floor model, but no actual kegerators for sale?"
"I can get one delivered to your house."
'Oh, cool," I said. Maybe this would work out after all. "When can it arrive? It is a gift."
He stared for some time at his personal communication device, which looks strikingly like a cross between a large cell phone and a Star Trek phaser.
"I don't know."
I had been the quintessence of calm and friendly up to this point, but I was starting to think that I was the target of an elaborate practical joke. I moderated my voice before speaking.
"So, you have a floor model situated to be the very first product that anyone sees when they walk in the door, but you do not actually have the item in the store, you will not sell me the one you have, and you do not know when you can order it?"
He looked incredibly satisfied that I had accurately surmised the situation. "That's it."
I looked at the lady whose grill was still sitting in her yard, presumably waiting to be assembled. She was on the verge of either tears or insane laughter.
I was about to point out the lunacy inherent in the notion that I was about to hit "purchase" on my phone and have it delivered to my house when he said, "Oh!"
It was a revelatory moment.
"You can go to Ruckersville. It says they have three." He gestured at his phaser as if to say that it MUST be true.
I departed for my car without another word.
Within 5 minutes of entering the Greene County Lowes, I had a kegerator paid for on a dolly headed toward my car. They had a floor model AND boxes containing the item nearby, not to mention friendly, helpful people to lead the way.
Leadership matters. Kindness matters. Communication REALLY matters. And this beer I am drinking out of a can because I still need to buy a keg...it is life itself.
2023.06.02 04:40 reallibido Help, leaking water from air vent
1 week ago I noticed my AC was not working. I have a heat pump furnace combo. The Ac guy says there is a refrigerant leak. He says we can run the blower to circulate air but water started leaking from my air vent In the basement. I assumed it was from the a/c and turn off the blower. There is an immediate rush of water from the vent then it stops. I thought my problem was just the heat pump. I did not run the blower at all and no leaks. Well that is until I ran my dishwasher. It started leaking again. I thought maybe this is a fluke. The next day I run my dishwasher again. The air vent in the basement starts leaking again. I am convinced I have a dishwasher leak. I take the panel of the bottom of my dishwasher and see no water leak underneath that I can see. I look in my under sink area and see no water. So where is the water coming from? Is this still from the heat pump or dishwasher. The leak from air vent is literally right below the dishwasher in the basement
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2023.06.02 04:23 Alisomnia00_ I don’t know how to move forward
I don’t even know what to say, I just need to type, I’m sorry to anyone who reads this. I’m 24f about to be 25 and I feel like I have nothing going for me. I don’t speak with my family, I don’t have any actual friends, I don’t have a career, and my boyfriend practically hates me. When I was 16 my parents had a really bad divorce which left me with a lot of issues. I was forced into living with a HS BF until I was kicked out while just after starting trade school, then dropped out.
Fast forward almost a year later I find myself married to someone the army(never lived together), who was open about how they only wanted to do it for the money and in return I could use a small portion of the money so that I could continue to pay for school and start where I left off. Which I then later had to drop out again for the second time as I could no longer afford rent, car payment & insurance, food, and school as the agreement we had was no longer being honored and I’m avoiding debt.
Since then I’ve tried really hard to put myself in a good place. I had an apartment, I’ve posted adds for roommates, I got a new job and with that a $6 raise (~$25.69). Now due to my parents separation I find myself using the term “I orphaned myself”. However, I decided that maybe it’s time to heal my family’s wounds. My mom(still an addict) found herself homeless and with me having an extra room I said “if you need a place to stay you can sleep here for a few days until you figure things out” I was very forward about it being a temporary solution. A few days later i come home from work to find she moved herself in completely. Which I swallowed and accepted although I had my doubts and spoke with her about how if this is going to work I need to have rent money by a certain date. She was very thankful for me letting her stay and letting her get herself back on her feet. Fast forward- she hasn’t paid me rent in three months and counting, I take up a second job an hour away from home to make sure ends meet (working from 6am-2:30pm then 4:30pm-11:30pm/12:30am). I’m aware people out there have harsher hours but this is me supporting, myself, my mom, two cats and a dog I inherited (sisters senior cat she was going give up to the shelter for no reason, ex husbands cat, and dog gifted to me because of an argument with my ex husband.) I love the animals with all of my heart but as a young adult who is out of the house by 5:30am to 1am, it is not fair.
While the downfall of mine and my mothers relationship occurs, I’m seeing this new guy who lead me to believe he was somebody who I’m still finding out to this day that he’s not. As life happens and situations arise and I no longer can afford rent all by myself even with two jobs in CA.
So now I’m living with him and my mental health has never been worse. I am dating an alcoholic, gaslighter who is emotionally draining and consistently takes any and all stress out on me. I am constantly being told I do nothing, I have nothing, I have nobody, I make no money, even that my own dog doesn’t like me. That I’m the reason people abandon me and I cannot maintain any form of relationship. That I’m mentally unstable because of the way I was raised and have no education after HS.
This is keeping it light, buts it’s gotten to the point where I’m cutting myself, i am having very suicidal thoughts, I just broke my hand and needed surgery because I hit a refrigerator due to me being cornered and belittled and couldn’t escape the situation. I’m told because I want to run away I’m not mature and cannot handle real life issues but when I stay and try to have a conversation I’m being abrasive, disrespectful, and controlling the situation so that he has no leverage.
Two hours after surgery he’s hammered, going at me, following me around, and antagonizing me all because I told him being given a 1 armed hug, no kiss, or any comforting affection before surgery hurt my feelings but all I wanted to focus on was spending the rest of the day together relaxing and enjoying that we have a forced lazy day together. The argument lead me to breaking a wine bottle and using the glass to cut my leg like a psychotic person.
I understand that I need therapy, I understand I’m a little hot headed when I’m being misunderstood, I understand I’m emotional because of it. I have put forth effort into finding psychologists, I have a list. I wanted to show him today when I got home from work and start making some phone calls but he’s upset with me for asking him if he took 🐕 potty and then taking him out when he told me they haven’t gone. He knows when he comes home first and doesn’t take the 🐕 to go potty it frustrates me. I acknowledge this behavior on my end and will not ask him to do more as he claims he takes more care of 🐕 than I do when, he wants to start an argument
instead I’m sitting in my car parked in a random neighborhood as I’m going to have to sleep in it for the night so that I can have self control of my feeling. Since I have no family or friends to reach out to, I’m talking to Reddit
The way I’m hurting myself isn’t just based off of my trauma. I’ve seen and had a lot done to me and I am not somebody to ever use it as an excuse but I have never went out to hurt myself. So, this is new to me and I know that this is what this relationship is bringing out of me.
I was hoping to bite the bullet and ‘make it work’ until I figure our how to leave on my own bc of ($) but that will require time, unless I rehome my animals and live in my car until I can afford to move somewhere more permanent.
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Fast forward almost a year later I find myself married to someone the army(never lived together), who was open about how they only wanted to do it for the money and in return I could use a small portion of the money so that I could continue to pay for school and start where I left off. Which I then later had to drop out again for the second time as I could no longer afford rent, car payment & insurance, food, and school as the agreement we had was no longer being honored and I’m avoiding debt.
Since then I’ve tried really hard to put myself in a good place. I had an apartment, I’ve posted adds for roommates, I got a new job and with that a $6 raise (~$25.69). Now due to my parents separation I find myself using the term “I orphaned myself”. However, I decided that maybe it’s time to heal my family’s wounds. My mom(still an addict) found herself homeless and with me having an extra room I said “if you need a place to stay you can sleep here for a few days until you figure things out” I was very forward about it being a temporary solution. A few days later i come home from work to find she moved herself in completely. Which I swallowed and accepted although I had my doubts and spoke with her about how if this is going to work I need to have rent money by a certain date. She was very thankful for me letting her stay and letting her get herself back on her feet. Fast forward- she hasn’t paid me rent in three months and counting, I take up a second job an hour away from home to make sure ends meet (working from 6am-2:30pm then 4:30pm-11:30pm/12:30am). I’m aware people out there have harsher hours but this is me supporting, myself, my mom, two cats and a dog I inherited (sisters senior cat she was going give up to the shelter for no reason, ex husbands cat, and dog gifted to me because of an argument with my ex husband.) I love the animals with all of my heart but as a young adult who is out of the house by 5:30am to 1am, it is not fair.
While the downfall of mine and my mothers relationship occurs, I’m seeing this new guy who lead me to believe he was somebody who I’m still finding out to this day that he’s not. As life happens and situations arise and I no longer can afford rent all by myself even with two jobs in CA.
So now I’m living with him and my mental health has never been worse. I am dating an alcoholic, gaslighter who is emotionally draining and consistently takes any and all stress out on me. I am constantly being told I do nothing, I have nothing, I have nobody, I make no money, even that my own dog doesn’t like me. That I’m the reason people abandon me and I cannot maintain any form of relationship. That I’m mentally unstable because of the way I was raised and have no education after HS.
This is keeping it light, buts it’s gotten to the point where I’m cutting myself, i am having very suicidal thoughts, I just broke my hand and needed surgery because I hit a refrigerator due to me being cornered and belittled and couldn’t escape the situation. I’m told because I want to run away I’m not mature and cannot handle real life issues but when I stay and try to have a conversation I’m being abrasive, disrespectful, and controlling the situation so that he has no leverage.
Two hours after surgery he’s hammered, going at me, following me around, and antagonizing me all because I told him being given a 1 armed hug, no kiss, or any comforting affection before surgery hurt my feelings but all I wanted to focus on was spending the rest of the day together relaxing and enjoying that we have a forced lazy day together. The argument lead me to breaking a wine bottle and using the glass to cut my leg like a psychotic person.
I understand that I need therapy, I understand I’m a little hot headed when I’m being misunderstood, I understand I’m emotional because of it. I have put forth effort into finding psychologists, I have a list. I wanted to show him today when I got home from work and start making some phone calls but he’s upset with me for asking him if he took 🐕 potty and then taking him out when he told me they haven’t gone. He knows when he comes home first and doesn’t take the 🐕 to go potty it frustrates me. I acknowledge this behavior on my end and will not ask him to do more as he claims he takes more care of 🐕 than I do when, he wants to start an argument
instead I’m sitting in my car parked in a random neighborhood as I’m going to have to sleep in it for the night so that I can have self control of my feeling. Since I have no family or friends to reach out to, I’m talking to Reddit
The way I’m hurting myself isn’t just based off of my trauma. I’ve seen and had a lot done to me and I am not somebody to ever use it as an excuse but I have never went out to hurt myself. So, this is new to me and I know that this is what this relationship is bringing out of me.
I was hoping to bite the bullet and ‘make it work’ until I figure our how to leave on my own bc of ($) but that will require time, unless I rehome my animals and live in my car until I can afford to move somewhere more permanent.
2023.06.02 04:23 TheGadaboutGoddess Going off the deep end
I honestly do not know how to get to self acceptance, much less to feel any former of beautiful or sexy. I'm now 30 lbs overweight. Some is due to emotional eating, but more is that all my hunger cues have flown the coop. I feel legit hungry all the time and there's no satiety. I know I'm eating too much even when it's healthy food and can't seem to stop. The gaining is getting exponentially faster which is terrifying. I've always been slim, and never once tried to lose weight. Now the few things I've attempted have ricocheted. I've seen a few posts about HRT and some other meds and I don’t know where to go with doctors. I've been to every doctor and homeopath over the past 10 years and all have said the everything is normal and have no solutions. I'm going to be over 200 lbs in less than 5 years at this rate. Ladies, what have you said to a doctor that has gotten them to do something that actually changed your hormones/metabolism? I feel like there's zero chance of falling in love ever again looking like this (and I'm not looking for platitudes). I don't feel like me, and I feel like all the other peri symptoms are manageable but this weight is gonna send me off the deep end.
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