Everything in my inventory is up for trade. The most valuable items are listed here, the rest you can find in My Inventory

Feel free to Add Me or even better send a Trade Offer. Open for any suggestions: upgrades, downgrades / knives, gloves, skins / stickers, patterns, floats.

All Buyouts are listed in cash value.

KNIVES

★ Butterfly Knife Freehand FN #1, B/O: $1867

★ Butterfly Knife Bright Water MW, B/O: $1098

★ Butterfly Knife Blue Steel BS, B/O: $907

★ Butterfly Knife Ultraviolet FT, B/O: $789

★ Butterfly Knife Stained FT, B/O: $695

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★ Bayonet Tiger Tooth MW #1, B/O: $888

★ Bayonet Gamma Doppler (Phase 4) FN, B/O: $727

★ Bayonet Doppler (Phase 2) FN, B/O: $608

★ Bayonet Doppler (Phase 1) FN, B/O: $521

★ Bayonet Rust Coat BS, B/O: $253

★ Bayonet Night FT, B/O: $251

★ StatTrak™ Bayonet Lore MW, B/O: $751

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★ Karambit Gamma Doppler (Phase 4) FN, B/O: $1343

★ Karambit Damascus Steel FT, B/O: $774

★ Karambit Rust Coat BS, B/O: $537

★ Karambit Boreal Forest FT, B/O: $488

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★ M9 Bayonet Fade FN, B/O: $1523

★ M9 Bayonet Fade FN, B/O: $1523

★ M9 Bayonet Doppler (Phase 4) FN, B/O: $1008

★ M9 Bayonet Blue Steel FT, B/O: $534

★ M9 Bayonet Rust Coat BS, B/O: $449

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★ Flip Knife Fade FN, B/O: $703

★ Flip Knife Gamma Doppler (Phase 1) MW, B/O: $509

★ Flip Knife Doppler (Phase 1) FN, B/O: $406

★ Flip Knife Freehand FT, B/O: $228

★ StatTrak™ Flip Knife Bright Water FN, B/O: $332

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★ Falchion Knife Doppler (Phase 2) FN, B/O: $292

★ Falchion Knife Doppler (Phase 3) FN, B/O: $264

★ Falchion Knife Marble Fade FN, B/O: $258

★ Falchion Knife Bright Water MW, B/O: $133

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★ Stiletto Knife Fade FN, B/O: $822

★ Stiletto Knife Slaughter FN, B/O: $569

★ Stiletto Knife Doppler (Phase 1) FN, B/O: $530

★ Stiletto Knife Crimson Web FT, B/O: $396

★ StatTrak™ Stiletto Knife Scorched FT, B/O: $172

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★ Gut Knife Doppler (Sapphire) MW #1, B/O: $830

★ Gut Knife Fade FN, B/O: $204

★ Gut Knife Tiger Tooth FN, B/O: $138

★ Gut Knife Bright Water MW, B/O: $104

★ Gut Knife Freehand FT, B/O: $92

★ Gut Knife Urban Masked FT, B/O: $82

★ StatTrak™ Gut Knife Rust Coat BS, B/O: $93

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★ Shadow Daggers Fade FN, B/O: $258

★ Shadow Daggers Doppler (Phase 3) FN, B/O: $165

★ Shadow Daggers Blue Steel FT, B/O: $82

★ Shadow Daggers Bright Water FT, B/O: $82

★ Shadow Daggers Blue Steel WW, B/O: $80

★ Shadow Daggers Rust Coat BS, B/O: $74

★ StatTrak™ Shadow Daggers Marble Fade FN, B/O: $186

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★ Classic Knife Slaughter MW, B/O: $311

★ StatTrak™ Classic Knife Stained BS, B/O: $163

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★ Talon Knife Slaughter MW, B/O: $605

★ Talon Knife Scorched MW, B/O: $290

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★ Ursus Knife Marble Fade FN, B/O: $405

★ Ursus Knife Night Stripe MW, B/O: $162

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★ Paracord Knife Stained WW, B/O: $125

★ Paracord Knife Forest DDPAT FT, B/O: $97

★ Paracord Knife Safari Mesh FT, B/O: $96

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★ Navaja Knife Safari Mesh FT, B/O: $71

★ Navaja Knife Scorched WW, B/O: $71

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★ Nomad Knife Fade FN, B/O: $1015

★ Skeleton Knife, B/O: $909

★ Bowie Knife Boreal Forest MW, B/O: $106

★ Survival Knife Forest DDPAT FT, B/O: $97

GLOVES

★ Driver Gloves Crimson Weave FT, B/O: $335

★ Driver Gloves King Snake BS, B/O: $270

★ Driver Gloves Lunar Weave WW, B/O: $113

★ Driver Gloves Overtake WW, B/O: $88

★ Driver Gloves Overtake BS, B/O: $67

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★ Moto Gloves Transport MW, B/O: $171

★ Moto Gloves Polygon BS, B/O: $137

★ Moto Gloves Transport WW, B/O: $71

★ Moto Gloves 3rd Commando Company BS, B/O: $62

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★ Specialist Gloves Crimson Kimono WW, B/O: $1027

★ Specialist Gloves Tiger Strike FT, B/O: $654

★ Specialist Gloves Mogul FT, B/O: $295

★ Specialist Gloves Lt. Commander FT, B/O: $277

★ Specialist Gloves Crimson Web FT, B/O: $275

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★ Sport Gloves Slingshot FT, B/O: $796

★ Sport Gloves Amphibious BS #2, B/O: $699

★ Sport Gloves Omega FT, B/O: $656

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★ Broken Fang Gloves Unhinged BS, B/O: $60

WEAPONS

AK-47 Case Hardened BS, B/O: $130

AK-47 Bloodsport MW, B/O: $79

AK-47 Fuel Injector BS, B/O: $76

AK-47 Fuel Injector BS, B/O: $76

AK-47 Bloodsport FT, B/O: $70

AK-47 Neon Rider MW, B/O: $60

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AWP Fade FN, B/O: $864

AWP BOOM MW, B/O: $84

AWP Containment Breach FT, B/O: $69

AWP Containment Breach FT, B/O: $69

AWP Wildfire FT, B/O: $59

AWP Chromatic Aberration FN, B/O: $59

StatTrak™ AWP Hyper Beast FT, B/O: $65

StatTrak™ AWP Hyper Beast FT, B/O: $65

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Desert Eagle Blaze FN, B/O: $565

Desert Eagle Blaze FN, B/O: $565

Desert Eagle Printstream FN, B/O: $155

Desert Eagle Cobalt Disruption FN, B/O: $58

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M4A1-S Icarus Fell FN, B/O: $414

M4A1-S Printstream MW, B/O: $204

M4A1-S Printstream MW, B/O: $204

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M4A4 Poseidon FN, B/O: $1402

M4A4 The Emperor FN, B/O: $152

M4A4 Asiimov WW, B/O: $97

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USP-S Kill Confirmed MW, B/O: $65

USP-S Printstream FT, B/O: $69

StatTrak™ USP-S Kill Confirmed FT, B/O: $123

StatTrak™ USP-S Neo-Noir FN, B/O: $106

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AUG Flame Jörmungandr FN, B/O: $218

P2000 Ocean Foam FN, B/O: $139

Souvenir SSG 08 Death Strike MW, B/O: $81

CZ75-Auto Emerald Quartz MW, B/O: $61

Trade Offer Link - Steam Profile Link - My Inventory

Knives - Bowie Knife, Butterfly Knife, Falchion Knife, Flip Knife, Gut Knife, Huntsman Knife, M9 Bayonet, Bayonet, Karambit, Shadow Daggers, Stiletto Knife, Ursus Knife, Navaja Knife, Talon Knife, Classic Knife, Paracord Knife, Survival Knife, Nomad Knife, Skeleton Knife, Patterns - Gamma Doppler, Doppler (Phase 1, Phase 2, Phase 3, Phase 4, Black Pearl, Sapphire, Ruby, Emerald), Crimson Web, Lore, Fade, Ultraviolet, Night, Marble Fade (Fire & Ice, Fake FI), Case Hardened (Blue Gem), Autotronic, Slaughter, Black Laminate, Tiger Tooth, Boreal Forest, Scorched, Blue Steel, Vanilla, Damascus Steel, Forest DDPAT, Urban Masked, Freehand, Stained, Bright Water, Safari Mesh, Rust Coat, Gloves - Bloodhound Gloves (Charred, Snakebite, Guerrilla, Bronzed), Driver Gloves (Snow Leopard, King Snake, Crimson Weave, Imperial Plaid, Black Tie, Lunar Weave, Diamondback, Rezan the Red, Overtake, Queen Jaguar, Convoy, Racing Green), Hand Wraps (Cobalt Skulls, CAUTION!, Overprint, Slaughter, Leather, Giraffe, Badlands, Spruce DDPAT, Arboreal, Constrictor, Desert Shamagh, Duct Tape), Moto Gloves (Spearmint, POW!, Cool Mint, Smoke Out, Finish Line, Polygon, Blood Pressure, Turtle, Boom!, Eclipse, 3rd Commando Company, Transport), Specialist Gloves (Crimson Kimono, Tiger Strike, Emerald Web, Field Agent, Marble Fade, Fade, Foundation, Lt. Commander, Crimson Web, Mogul, Forest DDPAT, Buckshot), Sport Gloves (Pandora's Box, Superconductor, Hedge Maze, Vice, Amphibious, Slingshot, Omega, Arid, Big Game, Nocts, Scarlet Shamagh, Bronze Morph), Hydra Gloves (Case Hardened, Emerald, Rattler, Mangrove), Broken Fang Gloves (Jade, Yellow-banded, Unhinged, Needle Point), Pistols - P2000 (Wicked Sick, Ocean Foam, Fire Element, Amber Fade, Corticera, Chainmail, Imperial Dragon, Obsidian, Scorpion, Handgun, Acid Etched), USP-S (Printstream, Kill Confirmed, Whiteout, Road Rash, Owergrowth, The Traitor, Neo-Noir, Dark Water, Orion, Blueprint, Stainless, Caiman, Serum, Monster Mashup, Royal Blue, Ancient Visions, Cortex, Orange Anolis, Ticket To Hell, Black Lotus, Cyrex, Check Engine, Guardian, Purple DDPAT, Torque, Blood Tiger, Flashback, Business Class, Pathfinder, Para Green), Lead Conduit, Glock-18 (Umbral Rabbit, Fade, Candy Apple, Bullet Queen, Synth Leaf, Neo-Noir, Nuclear Garden, Dragon Tatto, Reactor, Pink DDPAT, Twilight Galaxy, Sand Dune, Groundwater, Blue Fissure, Snack Attack, Water Elemental, Brass, Wasteland Rebel, Vogue, Franklin, Royal Legion, Gamma Doppler, Weasel, Steel Disruption, Ironwork, Grinder, High Beam, Moonrise, Oxide Blaze, Bunsen Burner, Clear Polymer, Bunsen Burner, Night), P250 (Re.built, Nuclear Threat, Modern Hunter, Splash, Whiteout, Vino Primo, Mehndi, Asiimov, Visions, Undertow, Cartel, See Ya Later, Gunsmoke, Splash, Digital Architect, Muertos, Red Rock, Bengal Tiger, Crimson Kimono, Wingshot, Metallic DDPAT, Hive, Dark Filigree, Mint Kimono), Five-Seven (Neon Kimono, Berries And Cherries, Fall Hazard, Crimson Blossom, Hyper Beast, Nitro, Fairy Tale, Case Hardened, Copper Galaxy, Angry Mob, Monkey Business, Fowl Play, Anodized Gunmetal, Hot Shot, Retrobution, Boost Protocol), CZ75-Auto (Chalice, Crimson Web, Emerald Quartz, The Fuschia is Now, Nitro, Xiangliu, Yellow Jacket, Victoria, Poison Dart, Syndicate, Eco, Hexane, Pole, Tigris), Tec-9 (Rebel, Terrace, Nuclear Threat, Hades, Rust Leaf, Decimator, Blast From, Orange Murano, Toxic, Fuel Injector, Remote Control, Bamboo Forest, Isaac, Avalanche, Brother, Re-Entry, Blue Titanium, Bamboozle), R8 Revolver (Banana Cannon, Fade, Blaze, Crimson Web, Liama Cannon, Crazy 8, Reboot, Canal Spray, Night, Amber Fade), Desert Eagle (Blaze, Hand Cannon, Fennec Fox, Sunset Storm, Emerald Jörmungandr, Pilot, Hypnotic, Golden Koi, Printstream, Cobalt Disruption, Code Red, Ocean Drive, Midnight Storm, Kumicho Dragon, Crimson Web, Heirloom, Night Heist, Mecha Industries, Night, Conspiracy, Trigger Discipline, Naga, Directive, Light Rail), Dual Berettas (Flora Carnivora, Duelist, Cobra Strike, Black Limba, Emerald, Hemoglobin, Twin Turbo, Marina, Melondrama, Pyre, Retribution, Briar, Dezastre, Royal Consorts, Urban Shock, Dualing Dragons, Panther, Balance), Rifles - Galil (Aqua Terrace, Winter Forest, Chatterbox, Sugar Rush, Pheonix Blacklight, CAUTION!, Orange DDPAT, Cerberus, Dusk Ruins, Eco, Chromatic Aberration, Stone Cold, Tuxedo, Sandstorm, Shattered, Urban Rubble, Rocket Pop, Kami, Crimson Tsunami, Connexion), SCAR-20 (Fragments, Brass, Cyrex, Palm, Splash Jam, Cardiac, Emerald, Crimson Web, Magna Carta, Stone Mosaico, Bloodsport, Enforcer), AWP (Duality, Gungnir, Dragon Lore, Prince, Medusa, Desert Hydra, Fade, Lightning Strike, Oni Taiji, Silk Tiger, Graphite, Chromatic Aberration, Asiimov, Snake Camo, Boom, Containment Breach, Wildfire, Redline, Electric Hive, Hyper Beast, Neo-Noir, Man-o'-war, Pink DDPAT, Corticera, Sun in Leo, Elite Build, Fever Dream, Atheris, Mortis, PAW, Exoskeleton, Worm God, POP AWP, Phobos, Acheron, Pit Viper, Capillary, Safari Mesh), AK-47 (Head Shot, Wild Lotus, Gold Arabesque, X-Ray, Fire Serpent, Hydroponic, Panthera Onca, Case Hardened, Vulcan, Jet Set, Fuel Injector, Bloodsport, Nightwish, First Class, Neon Rider, Asiimov, Red Laminate, Aquamarine Revenge, The Empress, Wasteland Rebel, Jaguar, Black Laminate, Leet Museo, Neon Revolution, Redline, Frontside Misty, Predator, Legion of Anubis, Point Disarray, Orbit Mk01, Blue Laminate, Green Laminate, Emerald Pinstripe, Cartel, Phantom Disruptor, Jungle Spray, Safety Net, Rat Rod, Baroque Purple, Slate, Elite Build, Uncharted, Safari Mesh), FAMAS (Sundown, Prime Conspiracy, Afterimage, Commemoration, Dark Water, Spitfire, Pulse, Eye of Athena, Meltdown, Rapid Eye Move, Roll Cage, Styx, Mecha Industrie, Djinn, ZX Spectron, Valence, Neural Net, Night Borre, Hexne), M4A4 (Temukau, Howl, Poseidon, Asiimov, Daybreak, Hellfire, Zirka, Red DDPAT, Radiation Hazard, Modern Hunter, The Emperor, The Coalition, Bullet Rain, Cyber Security, X-Ray, Dark Blossom, Buzz Kill, In Living Color, Neo-Noir, Desolate Space, 龍王 (Dragon King), Royal Paladin, The Battlestar, Global Offensive, Tooth Fairy, Desert-Strike, Griffin, Evil Daimyo, Spider Lily, Converter), M4A1-S (Emphorosaur-S, Welcome to the Jungle, Imminent Danger, Knight, Hot Rod, Icarus Fell, Blue Phosphor, Printstream, Master Piece, Dark Water, Golden Coil, Bright Water, Player Two, Atomic Alloy, Guardian, Chantico's Fire, Hyper Beast, Mecha Industries, Cyrex, Control Panel, Moss Quartz, Nightmare, Decimator, Leaded Glass, Basilisk, Blood Tiger, Briefing, Night Terror, Nitro, VariCamo, Flashback), SG 553 (Cyberforce, Hazard Pay, Bulldozer, Integrale, Dragon Tech, Ultraviolet, Colony IV, Hypnotic, Cyrex, Candy Apple, Barricade, Pulse), SSG 08 (Death Strike, Sea Calico, Blood in the Water, Orange Filigree, Dragonfire, Big Iron, Bloodshot, Detour, Turbo Peek, Red Stone), AUG (Akihabara Accept, Flame Jörmungandr, Hot Rod, Midnight Lily, Sand Storm, Carved Jade, Wings, Anodized Navy, Death by Puppy, Torque, Bengal Tiger, Chameleon, Fleet Flock, Random Access, Momentum, Syd Mead, Stymphalian, Arctic Wolf, Aristocrat, Navy Murano), G3SG1 (Chronos, Violet Murano, Flux, Demeter, Orange Kimono, The Executioner, Green Apple, Arctic Polar Camo, Contractor), SMGs - P90 (Neoqueen, Astral Jörmungandr, Run and Hide, Emerald Dragon, Cold Blooded, Death by Kitty, Baroque Red, Vent Rush, Blind Spot, Asiimov, Trigon, Sunset Lily, Death Grip, Leather, Nostalgia, Fallout Warning, Tiger Pit, Schermatic, Virus, Shapewood, Glacier Mesh, Shallow Grave, Chopper, Desert Warfare), MAC-10 (Sakkaku, Hot Snakes, Copper Borre, Red Filigree, Gold Brick, Graven, Case Hardened, Stalker, Amber Fade, Neon Rider, Tatter, Curse, Propaganda, Nuclear Garden, Disco Tech, Toybox, Heat, Indigo), UMP-45 (Wild Child, Fade, Blaze, Day Lily, Minotaur's Labyrinth, Crime Scene, Caramel, Bone Pile, Momentum, Primal Saber), MP7 (Teal Blossom, Fade, Nemesis, Whiteout, Asterion, Bloosport, Abyssal Apparition, Full Stop, Special Delivery, Neon Ply, Asterion, Ocean Foam, Powercore, Scorched, Impire), PP-Bizon (Modern Hunter, Rust Coat, Forest Leaves, Antique, High Roller, Blue Streak, Seabird, Judgement of Anubis, Bamboo Print, Embargo, Chemical Green, Coblat Halftone, Fuel Rod, Photic Zone, Irradiated Alert, Carbon Fiber), MP9 (Featherweight, Wild Lily, Pandora's Box, Stained Glass, Bulldozer, Dark Age, Hot Rod, Hypnotic, Hydra, Rose Iron, Music Box, Setting Sun, Food Chain, Airlock, Mount Fuji, Starlight Protector, Ruby Poison Dart, Deadly Poison), MP5-SD (Liquidation, Oxide Oasis, Phosphor, Nitro, Agent, Autumn Twilly), Shotguns, Machineguns - Sawed-Off (Kiss♥Love, First Class, Orange DDPAT, Rust Coat, The Kraken, Devourer, Mosaico, Wasteland Princess, Bamboo Shadow, Copper, Serenity, Limelight, Apocalypto), XM1014 (Frost Borre, Ancient Lore, Red Leather, Elegant Vines, Banana Leaf, Jungle, Urban Perforated, Grassland, Blaze Orange, Heaven Guard, VariCamo Blue, Entombed, XOXO, Seasons, Tranquility, Bone Machine, Incinegator, Teclu Burner, Black Tie, Zombie Offensive, Watchdog), Nova (Baroque Orange, Hyper Beast, Green Apple, Antique, Modern Hunter, Walnut, Forest Leaves, Graphite, Blaze Orange, Rising Skull, Tempest, Bloomstick, Interlock, Quick Sand, Moon in Libra, Clean Polymer, Red Quartz, Toy Soldier), MAG-7 (Insomnia, Cinqueda, Counter Terrace, Prism Terrace, Memento, Chainmail, Hazard, Justice, Bulldozer, Silver, Core Breach, Firestarter, Praetorian, Heat, Hard Water, Monster Call, BI83 Spectrum, SWAG-7), M249 (Humidor, Shipping Forecast, Blizzard Marbleized, Downtown, Jungle DDPAT, Nebula Crusader, Impact Drill, Emerald Poison Dart), Negev (Mjölnir, Anodized Navy, Palm, Power Loader, Bratatat, CaliCamo, Phoenix Stencil, Infrastructure, Boroque Sand), Wear - Factory New (FN), Minimal Wear (MW), Field-Tested (FT), Well-Worn (WW), Battle-Scarred (BS), Stickers Holo/Foil/Gold - Katowice 2014, Krakow 2017, Howling Dawn, Katowice 2015, Crown, London 2018, Cologne 2014, Boston 2018, Atlanta 2017, Cluj-Napoca 2015, DreamHack 2014, King on the Field, Harp of War, Winged Difuser, Cologne 2016, Cologne 2015, MLG Columbus 2016, Katowice 2019, Berlin 2019, RMR 2020, Stockholm 2021, Antwerp 2022, Swag Foil, Flammable foil, Others - Souvenirs, Agents, Pins, Passes, Gifts, Music Kits, Cases, Keys, Capsules, Packages, Patches

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It's been a particularly tough couple of years to be a teacher, but now that we're past spring break, I've been able to catch my breath a bit. Lately I’ve been catching up on reading, workouts, and those recipes I’d bookmarked who-knows-when ago, but I’d like to start catching up on my social and dating life too, and I'm looking for people who want the same.
About Me:

• My hobbies include learning languages, baking, smoking meats, and playing music. The Killers and The Talking Heads are two of my favorite artists.
• I’m a huge fan of theater, anything in the outdoors, and craft beer.
• I’m blonde, 5’10, with green eyes. I have an average build, though I run and workout regularly. I’m told I have a great smile and an even better laugh.
• Slytherin (it’s Pottermore official)
• While I wholeheartedly reject the Myers-Briggs Type Indicator, I’m presumably an INFJ.
• I love to tell terrible jokes and I am liable to keep them coming until you tell me to stop.
• Mountains > Beaches
• Chicago > APA
• Any other style of pizza > Chicago

About You:

• I’d love to talk with someone who is caring, passionate, fun-loving, and spontaneous. Some overlap in our hobbies or interests could be great, too – but over and above all, be you.
• Please be single; I am not looking to get involved with someone already involved with someone else.
• If you’ve read this far, tell me your favorite color in your first message!
• Please be 18+, but beyond that I don’t have an age cutoff provided you and I can have a mature discussion.

About Us:

• I’m looking to make a more-than-friends connection.
• Given the state of the world right now, I’m looking for a connection that’s largely online for the time being, unless we happen to live very close by.
• I’m more than happy to share photos of myself (random selfies throughout the day are fun!) I’m also happy to verify myself and I will ask you to do the same.
• I will never ghost you. Things fall apart; if we don’t work out, I will be upfront about it. I ask that you be willing to do the same should things come to that point.

Looking forward to talking with you soon!
You can listen to this post, and listen to my voice, here! https://vocaroo.com/1k9zBxaV29AC

It's been a particularly tough couple of years to be a teacher, but now that we're past spring break, I've been able to catch my breath a bit. Lately I’ve been catching up on reading, workouts, and those recipes I’d bookmarked who-knows-when ago, but I’d like to start catching up on my social and dating life too, and I'm looking for people who want the same.
About Me:

• My hobbies include learning languages, baking, smoking meats, and playing music. The Killers and The Talking Heads are two of my favorite artists.
• I’m a huge fan of theater, anything in the outdoors, and craft beer.
• I’m blonde, 5’10, with green eyes. I have an average build, though I run and workout regularly. I’m told I have a great smile and an even better laugh.
• Slytherin (it’s Pottermore official)
• While I wholeheartedly reject the Myers-Briggs Type Indicator, I’m presumably an INFJ.
• I love to tell terrible jokes and I am liable to keep them coming until you tell me to stop.
• Mountains > Beaches
• Chicago > APA
• Any other style of pizza > Chicago

About You:

• I’d love to talk with someone who is caring, passionate, fun-loving, and spontaneous. Some overlap in our hobbies or interests could be great, too – but over and above all, be you.
• Please be single; I am not looking to get involved with someone already involved with someone else.
• If you’ve read this far, tell me your favorite color in your first message!
• Please be 18+, but beyond that I don’t have an age cutoff provided you and I can have a mature discussion.

About Us:

• I’m looking to make a more-than-friends connection.
• Given the state of the world right now, I’m looking for a connection that’s largely online for the time being, unless we happen to live very close by.
• I’m more than happy to share photos of myself (random selfies throughout the day are fun!) I’m also happy to verify myself and I will ask you to do the same.
• I will never ghost you. Things fall apart; if we don’t work out, I will be upfront about it. I ask that you be willing to do the same should things come to that point.

Looking forward to talking with you soon!
You can listen to this post, and listen to my voice, here! https://vocaroo.com/1k9zBxaV29AC

This sort of has two parts.

1. How do I learn to take care of myself long term? I have different mental health issues that make it difficult to keep a routine and stay active. I used to love exercising but just stopped, and haven't been able to start up again. I struggle to shower regularly, exercise regularly, even brush my teeth regularly. I don't eat a great diet and would like to improve that. I want to make little changes that'll snowball into bigger changes, I just don't know where to start. I can consistently take care of myself short term (for a few weeks) and then I either give up or don't really see the point in trying to because of whatever's bothering me at the moment (not an excuse). I do like being outside, swimming, cardio, but find those to be difficult due to the mental health issues. I am seeing a nutritionist and therapist. But overall, the point is, how do I move from short-term consistency to long term consistency?
2. How do I learn to take care of myself when everyone in my family has health issues?

Every single person in my family, including my parents, have heart issues. Most of my family has had cancer of varying forms. Most of us are obese and inactive. Obviously I can change the obese and inactivity part, but is there much of a point in caring about my health if they all have issues and I will too? I also have arthritis which makes a lot of things more difficult than it needs to be. But is there a point in taking care of myself when I'm already genetically predisposed to these issues? Would love some insight on that aspect of it, because I think it plays a big part in why I don't take care of myself.
If it makes any difference, I'm 21. I smoke, I drink, I'm inactive, etc. All of this I would like to change but just don't know how to long term. Do I take an all at once method and try to cut out the drinking and smoking all at once + include exercise? Or do I try one thing at a time.

I am constantly (nearly every night) having dreams related to my girlfriend wronging me. Me and my girlfriend are in a very happy relationship. Arguments are fairly minimal and always productive, we are together very often and we both agree there has been no loss in love and it is going amazing. Now i’m not sure if this is a good boundary in relationships, but we regularly go through each others phones. I have never found anything suspicious from her, and I trust her a lot. Sometimes, I get random gut wrenching feelings from just thinking about her possibly cheating, and it gets so bad that I convince myself that she might be. I want this to stop because I want to be better for her and I understand this is a horrible trait for a relationship to endure. My girlfriend is understanding of this as I have let her know about it, and she is sure to reassure me whenever I need, and allows me to talk to her about it without issues. The biggest problem coming from this is the dreams I have been having. She is constantly cheating on me in my dreams, and it paints such vivid scenarios that my mind genuinely starts to pull trust away from our relationship. How do I cope with this and better myself? Thanks :)

It's been a particularly tough couple of years to be a teacher, but now that we're past spring break, I've been able to catch my breath a bit. Lately I’ve been catching up on reading, workouts, and those recipes I’d bookmarked who-knows-when ago, but I’d like to start catching up on my social and dating life too, and I'm looking for people who want the same.
About Me:

• My hobbies include learning languages, baking, smoking meats, and playing music. The Killers and The Talking Heads are two of my favorite artists.
• I’m a huge fan of theater, anything in the outdoors, and craft beer.
• I’m blonde, 5’10, with green eyes. I have an average build, though I run and workout regularly. I’m told I have a great smile and an even better laugh.
• Slytherin (it’s Pottermore official)
• While I wholeheartedly reject the Myers-Briggs Type Indicator, I’m presumably an INFJ.
• I love to tell terrible jokes and I am liable to keep them coming until you tell me to stop.
• Mountains > Beaches
• Chicago > APA
• Any other style of pizza > Chicago

About You:

• I’d love to talk with someone who is caring, passionate, fun-loving, and spontaneous. Some overlap in our hobbies or interests could be great, too – but over and above all, be you.
• Please be single; I am not looking to get involved with someone already involved with someone else.
• If you’ve read this far, tell me your favorite color in your first message!
• Please be 18+, but beyond that I don’t have an age cutoff provided you and I can have a mature discussion.

About Us:

• I’m looking to make a more-than-friends connection.
• Given the state of the world right now, I’m looking for a connection that’s largely online for the time being, unless we happen to live very close by.
• I’m more than happy to share photos of myself (random selfies throughout the day are fun!) I’m also happy to verify myself and I will ask you to do the same.
• I will never ghost you. Things fall apart; if we don’t work out, I will be upfront about it. I ask that you be willing to do the same should things come to that point.

Looking forward to talking with you soon!
You can listen to this post, and listen to my voice, here! https://vocaroo.com/1k9zBxaV29AC

Many years ago I had extreme anxiety and couldn't leave my home. I found comfort in music and a specific Swedish band helped me through my time.
Having moved forward from that time in my life, I had told myself I would visit Sweden one day because of said band. I did get to visit and did not see the band live, but I really loved the place. I since started learning Swedish and really want to try to find work there one day. Having said that, I have a lot of issues that will prevent this.
First off, I am 28yr old Male living in Hawaii with parents. This is kinda normal in Hawaii depending who you ask, but regardless I hate feeling "non independant." Furthermore, I have massive credit card and student loan debt. So much so that its as if I am paying rent (which I do pay some utilities as well).
I am currently a masters student studying International Psychology and would one day like to earn a PhD and work in an international field or related field. I truly love learning about the applications of psychology and culture and various countries out there. I also currently work full-time as a case manager at a mental health crisis stabilization center. We provide assistance with patients suffering from mental health issues, drug addiction and homelessness.
The thing is, I don't know how I can complete my goals. I don't have a set plan for a specific job, I only make 52k a year (a fraction of my debt), and my parents health are declining. Also, my dad who was the main financial support lost his job. My mother may be diagnosed with dementia soon..
I also have a trip booked to Sweden again at the end of the year, but I also know I should cancel it because of my debt but I have a grand of travel credit and I rather go to Sweden again instead of some US state..
Regardless, I just don't see how I can hit the goals I have for myself. My main goal originally was to do a masters degree in Sweden, but I decided to do it at home to give me time to get my life together and perhaps try for a PhD program there. But I know that is no guarantee as I am not a smart cookie either..
I am trying to get a hold of my life, and as such sold all my gaming systems for some money and to stop distracting me. I took up book reading as a hobby and will continue doing photography (I refuse to sell my camera as I love street photography).
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Any tips on how to manage my messed up life? I see my younger coworkers doing great things at 23, studying their masters, some planning a phD and living on their own yet here I am, a loser.. oh and to make matters worse, I am overweight, never had a girlfriend.... ugh.

After getting into ldpump gear for a while now, I've been thinking that it'd be cool to see something like a waterborne fin on a front bracket.
You could get a really wide, stubby(?) Deck like the pantheon bantido, maybe use a delerium 0 degree in the rear.
I'd love to see a hybrid adapter made for wigglebandito style boards. They're made for pumping, don't have noses to worry about, basically have built in foot stops, and are more like a surfboard than I think a lot of surfskate decks are.

I like this girl whom I met on a dating site. we dated once and we only met once. di na nasundan since I worked abroad. I had 4 exes(1 yr was the shortest, 4 yrs longest span) while she had 1 which lasted for 8 yrs. fyi, im not rushing but im the type na once I dated, I go all in. as in date to marry and settle with you. marupok ako but kaya ko panindigan feelings ko. I am sexually active with my last 2 since I lived in na while she's still a virgin. we're both aware naman and di naman daw big deal sa kanya. 4 yrs age with me being older.
One of the reason why di na nasundan yung date namin is she dated someone else after, which I found out later on. nung umamin ako about my feelings, nalaman ko rin na may kasabay akong nanliligaw. tho I had a deal na once na may feelings na sya, she should let me know and I'll stop. I didn't mind at that time since she's like my everyday person na and we exchange photos and how's your day going and so on. so ayun na akala ko there's something in between us.
fast forward to present.. I got busy with work and im away. she got cold and dry. I tried to tell her my feelings but wala. I sent her novel long messages but all I got was 1 sentence replies. then prinangka ko sya na and she admitted she had a date with the other guy. she told me walang feelings and yet she didnt even seen my msgs for the whole day. obviously, those times na she ignored me, she had a good chat with someone else.
we're ok naman I think and she sends photos from time to time but my gut feelings know there's something wrong na eh. smalls signs like she forgot my dog's name, some terms in our chats, not as active as before and she felt pa at times na parang I force her to reply. I feel the difference. I know kasi were constant noon. not there yet but sabay pa kaming natutulog at inaabot pa ng umaga.
I'm unstable. I am firm with my feelings. I would wait for her for god knows how long pero is it worth it pa rin ba at this rate? I know we dont have label but normal lang ba to date others? I'm naive perhaps but my dumbass is in love with her. Idk what to do.

everyone says I'm normal or nice etc. But I'm riddled with anxiety, depretion, and feelings of worthlessness. on the outside I'm very social and try to talk to everyone but on the inside, I want to cry, scream and or just die for a day. I can't cry, I hate the sound of my breathing when I'm about to and the moans that come along with it to the point it makes me embarrassed or angry, even when I'm with myself. I'll get random attacks of anxiety and clam up and just stop talking, my brain goes against me and even if I'm the arms of someone who I know loves me, feel unloved and or hated, like I'm a nuisance to everyone and the only way to fix that is to just leave and never have anyone see me again. I feel like a fuck up failure that will have nothing to offer because he didn't pay attention in school and or grow up like other kids, putting all the stress on multiple people because I can't muster up any drive to Compleat assiments.
I also feel like I can't deliver any gains to my personal relationships, I can read people, but I can't make them feel better. I can even sometimes end up making the situation worse. I over analyze everything the people I care about do around me, if they sound annoyed or mad or irritated, I play it in my head as I'm the reason. I just want to cry and release all anger and sadness to someone, cry so hard I can't speak, but I don't think anyone wants to hear it, because if they hear it, they won't want to talk to me anymore and leave or something, or treat me differently.
I want to disappear, so no one needs anyone to have to think about me, have them be hurt by me, and have them hurt me again, but more than anything I want someone to find me and hold me while I cry.

Don't know how long this post will end up being, I'm not great at writing these Ill just try to split it up to who I am and what I'm looking for I guess!
Who am I:
-Without giving too much away I'm 26 years old and I work 3rd shift, I enjoy video games, cars, taking care of my cats, going to concerts, and adding to my collection of sneakers and cologne( I should probably stop I'm really running out of room for stuff!)
-I'm introverted but extroverted at the same time, its kind of weird, I'm a homebody for the most part and when I'm not working i prefer to stay inside for the most part but I also do love to go out to concerts and other things and have a good time, I just need time to let my social battery recharge for sure!
-Physically I'm 6 foot tall, brown hair hazel eyes and glasses, dad bod if that's your thing. I'm down to share selfies and all that good stuff and Id hope you would be too if we start talking.
-Big Hockey and baseball fan, New York Mets and New York Rangers.
-I love music, I listen to most genres but my favorites are metal, pop punk, and rap. But I do listen to other genres as well!
-I don't really Drink that much, it triggers my migraines sadly. Also I don't smoke or do any drugs, I'm cool if you smoke or drink though.
WHAT IM LOOKING FOR:
-I'm not EXACTLY sure what I'm looking for right now, I don't really have expectations right now for anything But preferably I'm looking for To talk to someone who's single and open to the idea of a relationship or just forming a friendship and having flirty conversations, Obviously it depends on the vibe and if we click of course but this is more so what I'm looking for.
-Otherwise I'm looking for someone that is AT LEAST decent at holding a conversation, someone who can be goofy is always a plus and someone who brings good and uplifting energy is always cool!
-I don't really care where you're from, I have a really fucked up work schedule so chances are if you're in another time zone things may work out better than me talking to someone from my own country actually.
I think that's pretty much it for now, if you're interested at all hit me up with a pm or chat with some info about yourself, your preferred chat method and what you're looking for!

I didn't start bupropion to stop smoking. I did so because I needed mental health treatment. Now realizing the medication causes elevated blood pressure and decreases the effects of nicotine, I'm not so sure anymore.
The medication so far has been working well. I'm less insecure, more confident, I feel mentally stronger, but I still love smoking and it's not something I'm ready to give up.
So what are my options?

A little context: I (20F) have been in a relationship for 4 years and a half with my boyfriend. We have a beautiful relationship although we have struggled some difficult times. When we had less than a year together he cheated on me, and when I found out I left him over another guy, it was all messed up but then the pandemic started and a few months later we started talking again and eventually we got back together. And of course we have a principal rule that's "no cheating", we can tell each other everything and so, but both of us agreed to never cheat on the other again no matter what.
So let's go to the main thing: When I was 12 I fell in love with a guy I studied with, he never ever liked me and I was really depressed and obsessed with him to the point I swore to myself he was going to be my first kiss and the other thing. Anyway, when I was 14 a friend kissed me and I was really sad because it wasn't him so I had to resign. When I was about to be 15 he kissed me and it was like the best moment of my life. But then I found out he also kissed my best friend at that same party and it was the worst. A few months later, as a group of friends we went to watch a movie and he was there. He sat by me, but during the whole movie he was touching me and I didn't like it, I was uncomfortable and was tying to get him to stop but he wouldn't... I was paralyzed. eventually the movie ended and I ran to the bathroom to cry. When I opened the door he was there and he kissed me roughly and as I could I went away. After that, everything I felt for him was over. I started dating my actual boyfriend and I lost my V card to him when we were 16.
But recently I find myself dreaming about the first guy. I actually feel sad we weren't together. We haven't spoken since 2019 when we graduated, just in January he congratulated me for my birthday and that was it. After seeing his message everything in me turned upside down and now I'm daydreaming about him.
The worst part is that he left the country a while ago so I truly cannot see him. But I really want to be with him. I know it's messed up but I feel sad I didn't lost my virginity to him.
I'm in therapy and I've talked to my psychologist about him and she told me I had a trauma, and maybe something I'm experiencing is making my brain associate and remember him.
Anyway, I really needed to get this off my chest. If anyone can give me an advice on what to do...

Top 10 for this year, from a Kiwi who can only watch (I reckon we could rock house if we partook though)

1. Finland: Cha Cha Cha by Käärijä - I have had this on loop since UMK, the sheer energy of the start gets me going and by the time it hits "tansimaan" I'm already shedding inhibitions, it's the perfect party song
2. Moldova: Soarele și Luna by Pasha Parfeni - Classic ethno-bop, it gives me a kind of mystical feel, and has almost a comforting inevatbility to it
3. Australia: Promise by Voyager - Unabashed Kiwi bias for my brothers on this one, but also unironically a good song, maintains a build up right to the end and never feels like it's slowing down until it stops
4. Spain: Eaea by Blanca Paloma - This one wasn't for me at first, and it's still not one I listen to over and over, but I appreciate the performance and Blanca's delivery, for sure a deserved contender for the top when thinking about the show itself.
5. Cyprus: Break a Broken Heart by Andrew Lambrou - This one started in like 16th or so for me, but it's so well put together that I've been unable to get it out of my head. Also I found out Andrew's Australian, so I guess more Kiwi bias here as well.
6. United Kingdom: I Wrote a Song by Mae Muller - The UK actually sending UK things! Would not be surprised to hear this on repeat on store radios in NZ in 5-6 months, it's quality bop.
7. Israel: Unicorn by Noa Kirel - It's a little messy, but an endearing mess. I always find myself bobbing along to it when it comes on but it competes with the UK for me.
8. Croatia: Mama Šč! by Let 3 - The greatest shitpost of the year and I love them for it, musically decent too though I can see why some dislike it. I hope they qualify if for no other reason than the sheer meme potential on and off stage.
9. Germany: Blood and Glitter by Lord of the Lost - GERMANY SENT SOMETHING GERMAN! I mean I'd like if it was in German too but baby steps, and it's the first time I've been excited about Deutschland in a looooong time - LotL are great performers too so I think they'll have something special for us in Liverpool.
10. Armenia: Future Lover by Brunette - I'm part of the camp that wishes more of the song was Armenian, but I still love it regardless, Brunette has a voice that just kinda haunts but also knows how to hit when it needs to.

Before you ask, yes I have an anti-Sweden bias, I can't explain why but it's been there since 2017.

5 years ago I was working as a bartender and had a particularly rough week. I was hit with a wave of nausea that I couldn't stop but I did manage to vomit 2 times in 24 hours. I had to quit after that because of the nausea but I still had the fun of being a bartender.
I was in the military and had my legs amputated below the knee. I had no idea that that was what happened to me until I was on the internet researching and saw that this happens to other amputees. I was told that this was because of the stresses of war and that they weren't supposed to be able to hold their breath for so long so I had to quit.
I was discharged from the military due to the end of the war so I got back in the pool for another year. I never heard of anything like this happening to others. I was a little salty about it because it was a great time and I loved working at the bar so it sucks that I was cut from my job.
Since my disability is starting to get in the way and I don't want to come across as angry, I have some ideas of what happened to me.

I like this girl whom I met on a dating site. we dated once and we only met once. di na nasundan since I worked abroad. I had 4 exes(1 yr was the shortest, 4 yrs longest span) while she had 1 which lasted for 8 yrs. fyi, im not rushing but im the type na once I dated, I go all in. as in date to marry and settle with you. marupok ako but kaya ko panindigan feelings ko. I am sexually active with my last 2 since I lived in na while she's still a virgin. we're both aware naman and di naman daw big deal sa kanya. 4 yrs age with me being older.
One of the reason why di na nasundan yung date namin is she dated someone else after, which I found out later on. nung umamin ako about my feelings, nalaman ko rin na may kasabay akong nanliligaw. tho I had a deal na once na may feelings na sya, she should let me know and I'll stop. I didn't mind at that time since she's like my everyday person na and we exchange photos and how's your day going and so on. so ayun na akala ko there's something in between us.
fast forward to present.. I got busy with work and im away. she got cold and dry. I tried to tell her my feelings but wala. I sent her novel long messages but all I got was 1 sentence replies. then prinangka ko sya na and she admitted she had a date with the other guy. she told me walang feelings and yet she didnt even seen my msgs for the whole day. obviously, those times na she ignored me, she had a good chat with someone else.
we're ok naman I think and she sends photos from time to time but my gut feelings know there's something wrong na eh. smalls signs like she forgot my dog's name, some terms in our chats, not as active as before and she felt pa at times na parang I force her to reply. I feel the difference. I know kasi were constant noon. not there yet but sabay pa kaming natutulog at inaabot pa ng umaga.
I'm unstable. I am firm with my feelings. I would wait for her for god knows how long pero is it worth it pa rin ba at this rate? I know we dont have label but normal lang ba to date others? I'm naive perhaps but my dumbass is in love with her. Idk what to do.

So what’s going to happen here is we’re going to do a 7-day adventure for those of you who want to participate. I’m going to fix you up on a blind date with 6 people. Each day, you will eliminate the contestant you are least interested in. At the end of the week, we’ll see who democracy has chosen for you.
Round 1 takes place in a beautiful and quiet nature area. It’s a picnic. Read about your experiences with each date and select the one you wish to ELIMINATE down below. Tomorrow, you will go on a second date with the remaining 5.
Round 1 is a long read, so no worries if you want to skip this game, but it will get shorter and shorter each day.
Jessen
Jessen is 7/10 attractive. They don’t have much life experience. They grew up in a close family and they still live at home now. What’s interesting is that they don’t seem to have much ambition. They just seem interested in doing whatever you’re interested in. Given that their parents did most of everything for them, they haven’t developed a strong independent interest in anything. But they’re very open to trying new things, they just need someone to introduce them to the world. They have a cute innocence to them and they enjoy watching old Disney cartoons, playing board games. Their inexperience came out during the picnic when despite your warnings, they drink a little too much wine and got lightly drunk. They’re a silly, loud drunk. As you walk them back to the car, they babble this in their drunken stupor. “Okay, I have something I’ve never told anyone. Should I tell you?”
But you, being the gentleperson that you are, say “Maybe another time when you’re thinking straight.”
Ares
Ares is 9/10 attractive. They are very flirty in an endearing, appealing way. They are very well-dressed and super cosmopolitan. They grew up in a wealthy family and have had all kinds of life experiences growing up. But they spend a lot of time on their phone during the date. At one point while scrolling on their phone, Ares asks you this:
“OMG I just found the perfect jeans! I don’t have my wallet but the website says there’s only 1 pair left. Can you buy these for me real quick?”
So you reluctantly pull out your credit card and buy the jeans and Ares thanks you in a way that indicates that it probably isn’t going to be a loan. It’s a gift.
Beyond that, the date was pretty good. You get along and have a reasonable amount in common. Most excitingly, they invited you aboard their parents yacht for their birthday next week.
Brux
Brux is 6/10 attractive. Everything about them is pretty average. The conversation is ok. The mood is ok. Their fashion is very bland and homely. But they are very sweet and you can tell they have a loving spirit. You have a few things in common but not a lot. Here is a little of your lunchtime convo.
“So Brux, what do you like to do?”
“Oh, reading is a lot of fun. I also like to knit.”
“Cool. What’s the craziest thing about you?
“I have to brush my teeth before and after every meal”
“Ah. Anything else I should know. ”
“I really like soups and sandwiches. Sorry I sound so boring, I’m just not good at talking about myself. I’ll open up a bit in time as I get more comfortable.”
The rest of your date with Brux was pretty similar.
Penn
Penn is 7/10 attractive. Penn is charming and very smart. They are very up on current events and politics. As you guys talk about the issues of today, it becomes clear to you that while they are very open-minded and eager to hear your perspectives, they have pretty different political ideas than you. But they’re not obnoxious about it. They are sincere and really challenge you in your thinking. They also have a successful job and make very good money. In your talk, you find out they’re a virgin and have been waiting for the right person. Penn is a little socially awkward and nerdy, but still relatable. But one thing you should know is that their job is about to transfer them to a research area in the middle of nowhere with a low population and not great scenery. That assignment will last 5-10 years.
Blue
Blue is 10/10 attractive. You’re surprised that they are a really good conversationalist as well. You find out that they volunteer with children’s charities, they have a good sense of humor, and keep up with you intellectually. They also match your humor. All was going well until things took an unexpected turn. After you finished lunch, they randomly get up and walk about 20 feet to a nearby tree, pull down their pants, squat, and begin to take a full on dump. You try to stop them.
“Hey Blue, there’s actually bathrooms just a couple minutes up the trail!”
“That’s alright, this’ll be quicker and I’m already here. Can you bring me a few napkins?”
You bring some napkins.
“Thanks. I feel a lot better now. That was a big lunch!” Blue sighs happily.
Afterward, they returned to the picnic blanket, wash up with some hand sanitizer and continue as if nothing happened. The rest of the date was good like before.
Naeve
Naeve is 4/10 attractive. They are full of life and keep you laughing all date long. Halfway through the date, they pull out a small gift. I told them about some of the things you love and they brought a personalized gift for you based on that. While their personality really helps a lot, they are very much not your type physically and their fashion is very niche. You ask them about their dreams and it goes like this
“So Naeve, tell me about some of your dreams.”
“Right now, I’m just saving up to spend 2 years on a van life trip, just driving around and sleeping in my van”
“Wow. Sounds pretty fun.”
“Yep, I’m gonna visit all the best art museums and see some wicked concerts.”
“What about work?”
“I hate money. I don’t need much in life. I just wanna have a life to remember!”
“So you just wanna work and then quit your job over and over again?”
“Pretty much. I don’t believe in debt, so I just make sure I have enough and get new jobs as needed.”
“Would you ever consider settling down?”
“It’s something I’d think about if I ever met someone I’d want to settle down with.” *********************
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So me and Anna (fake name) are in a LDR relationship. We have known each other since November and been dating since March 2nd. We are visiting each other in July for the first time.
Since the beginning, we were close to each other. Talking up all night, seeing common interests, and playing games together. We are both in college (I graduated early so this entire spring I’ve been kinda free besides work). Weeks go by and we start calling each other love and other romantic terms. Now this is like January or Early December. Usually she’d text me when she arrives to college at 7 am and wouldn’t respond until like 8 or 9 pm. I was wondering maybe she’s busy? Then again, she has no job so she’s at school from 7-12 pm then goes home.
We have a mutual friend named Emma. Emma knows Anna in real life and takes care of her. Anna’s parents are divorced and she lives with her dad along with her siblings. Her living conditions are terrible and Emma has to bring her food to eat sometimes. I understand that part but if she would’ve told me about it I could’ve pitched in as well. Anna has a sleeping problem because as soon as she’s home, she sleeps for 6-8 hours. And that’s on top of the hours she sleeps at night. So in my mind, before I knew all this, was maybe she doesn’t really like me. I was getting annoyed at the fact she wouldn’t tell me about a problem she’s going through.
Fast forward to February- now she gets medicine to control her sleeping but it still sucks. Her dad isn’t helping her and her siblings so she asked me for money for food. I happily gave her 40 bucks to eat. I also asked her about the medicine she’s supposed to be taking. “Do you take it?” She says yes and that I should stop asking her about it. I’m taken back like why is she mad. I remind her that’s it helping her health and will improve her grades. I also want to talk to her through the day a little too. It fucking sucks texting twice or once a day. I ask her for a picture of the medicine to see if she has been taking It. She fucking snaps and tells me to stop second guessing her. I’m telling her I don’t believe you just show me the picture of it. We have a whole argument that’s still going right now.
On top of that, when I think about her during the day when she’s sleeping, I send her romantic videos and memes on instagram for her to wake up to. She never responds to any of them. It takes her days to open it and even then she might just respond with an lol. I always try to initiate a phone call with her. Most of the time she’s busy sleeping. When we do call, she says she loves me for treating her well but I just don’t feel loved at all. Her friend Emma also says I’m annoying her by making sure she takes her medicine. Emma says she can take care of her and she doesn’t need my input. As her boyfriend though, I feel like I can remind her? Is that such a big deal that someone cares about your health? All her exes treated her like shit and I don’t know if it’s trauma or what. I love her but I don’t know if I can continue this. I really need help.
TL;DR Girlfriend and her friend thinks I’m annoying for making sure she takes her medication. She also doesn’t show as much effort to me as I do to her.

Last year, I was seeing this guy for a few months. It started out great, we always had so much fun, but it started to get confusing so we stopped talking for 6 months. He reached out to me a couple months ago and told me how much he missed me and brought up all the fun times we had together. We have now been talking and seeing each other for the past two months. A couple weeks ago, he hit me with the famous “I’m not looking for anything serious” speech. So I withdrew a little and then he took it back and said “I promise I’m not wasting your time, you can trust me” blah blah blah. And do I decided to keep it going. But ever since then, I have anxiety and feel confused. I’ve talked to him about it and he tried reassuring me that he likes me and does see it going somewhere eventually but needs time.
He’s in school right now, and he’s very busy. We had a talk saying we’re not exclusive but he isn’t seeing other people. But then one of my friends found his hinge account. And he active on there a lot. He updates his profile. I don’t have a hinge. Lately, he’s late to our dates and he always leaves in the morning. He never wants to hangout during the day time. He doesn’t make much effort to communicate or call or text. Some days are okay, but I have noticed an energy shift. I used to think this guy was my soul mate but I think I was just looking at the situation through rose colored lenses. I want to end things with him.
Now confused if in this situation it’s okay to end things over text/ call. Or if in person is what I should do. At the end of the day I respect him and love him as a person. But it hurts knowing he has a whole hinge account and could potentially be seeing other girls. And yes we are intimate together (we have slept together).

I recently got into my first relationship(kind of) . It has only been about four months but we have been friends for over two years now. we actually met online on twitter because we used to support the same sports team .it was during covid and we were just getting out of lockdown so we used to have a lot to rant about and that's basically how we started talking more. he doesn't use twitter anymore but we didn't take long to share numbers and we've been texting and stayed in touch since late 2020, I had had feelings for him for a long time but he never seemed to be interested in being more than just a friend. we started talking more last year and towards the end decided to confess our true feelings .
I have made some poor decisions in my life and not planning out my career wisely still hurts. I do not like my college or peers, I feel very out of place here. it is not like I'm totally pessimistic about my future because I like what I do but my confidence level has gone down a lot. I do not have many friends ,and nothing worth talking happens in my everyday life and even if something happens when I compare it to what he talks about ,it looks very trivial. I'm just waiting to get out of this place and start afresh, work hard so I can stop regretting about my past mistakes .
Now all this makes me super conscious about myself whenever I talk to him (We haven't met IRL yet, although we have planned to later this year).I feel inferior to him. I always think twice before saying anything , I constantly fear of being judged and because of this I end up restraining myself from talking about a lot of things. now he isn't someone who tries to outsmart me or constantly find mistakes in what I say (and honestly I don't think I'm that intellectually inferior to him anyway) .
He is super nice and always keeps telling me that I should stop overthinking and just say whatever comes to my mind but I still find it very difficult to overcome these things. He's two years senior to me and sounds much more mature than me, he's very calming and I really love him. He's in a much better university than me, not even comparable and has a much better social life and friend circle.(He has his own problems though but he's still in a much better situation). He still gives a lot of his time to me but most of the time all this makes me feel more and more inferior to the point that I feel very unconfident talking about certain topics I would have comfortably talked about if it were someone else. He even thinks that I don't like talking about academics with him since one time when he told me to share my resume with him so he could reach out to his friends and talk for a referral, I got very uncomfortable (because I didn't wanna embarrass myself), even though he was just casually talking about it, I got very anxious , and told him that I would like to take a break (although it didn't happen), I even had a breakdown later that day.
I fear these problems will keep coming back , we talk about everyday stuff , he talks about his problems and all the lovey dovey talk but I don't want to be just this much to him. I don't even watch sports or movies anymore so I feel like we end up talking about the same everyday things .I know I'll work hard and find something good for myself eventually but these small things affect me a lot.

The whole entire relationship was fucked I’ve never had more resentment towards V and Svetlana, I hated Svetlana but when they got together V and Svet kept on doing stuff without asking Kevin, They treated Kevin like a dumbass, and overall it was just weird I never liked Svetlana but I loved V until the whole entire twins situation then I started to like her again it was on and off but the one time I stopped liking V was when she went behind Kevin’s back and got married to Svetlana only good thing about it was the van it just annoyed me. V practically no she DID cheat on Kevin with Svetlana Kevin was just treated terribly before and after the throuple

What are some roles that people go into after having MSL experience that require less travel? I love the job and all the related aspects, but as I am thinking about what I want next I am not sure what my options are. It seems that as you move up in Medical Affairs the travel doesn’t stop and remains the same if not more.